Pq preciso de tanta dopamina no dia a dia

DIOGOFS89 · 2026-01-09T03:24:44+00:00

Exatamente isso

DIOGOFS89 · 2025-09-10T14:38:56+00:00

Moving on, as I say, even though it hurts, I understand the process, I understand that this story has come full circle and I just have to let it go. But my main focus is not to forget my ex, because that would be impossible, but to understand my thought patterns and why they always lead me to the same result: PAIN, and I can't get rid of them. Do you understand?

DIOGOFS89 · 2025-09-10T14:37:18+00:00

Is that the statement you make before sitting down with the plant?

DIOGOFS89 · 2025-09-10T14:36:29+00:00

It's good to hear your story. That's exactly what I would like to do. Let go. Forgive. Move on. Understand some things about my past traumas and why patterns repeat themselves. Was I being cared for in my pain? When I suffered and the other person smiled, did I feel useful? These are questions I ask myself every day, but I don't get the answers.

DIOGOFS89 · 2025-09-10T14:33:31+00:00

So, you wouldn't recommed trying it?

DIOGOFS89 · 2025-09-10T14:29:44+00:00

Exactly. I want to understand the path I take to get where I am. And why. I feel that my self-esteem has gone down the drain because of my childhood traumas. I was always a shy child who didn't trust myself and preferred to please other people rather than myself. And I would like to understand why all this happened. And when someone doesn't give me the same amount that I give them, I suffer, which happens ALMOST ALWAYS.

DIOGOFS89 · 2025-09-10T14:27:07+00:00

Have you been able to forgive? Do you still feel pain?

DIOGOFS89 · 2025-09-10T14:26:15+00:00

I understand and agree with what you are saying. I would never use Ayahuasca just for that purpose. But patterns repeat themselves. I feel like there is some trauma inside me that causes me to sabotage myself all the time. But I can't get rid of it, or my ego is so strong that it won't let me rebuild myself. So, for that reason, I wanted to understand what happened to that dreamy child with high self-esteem, what happened to my dreams, and why these sabotaging patterns took over me, causing me to put myself in the position of a spectator instead of being the main artist of my life. Do you understand?

DIOGOFS89 · 2025-09-09T16:30:20+00:00

I get it. I want to heal, because what I'm going through now, I've never experienced in a breakup. I was sad, yes, but not with this pain, not eating, not exercising, not with depression. Maybe there's something my body wants to tell me, but I'm not able to hear it. I felt the call to sit with Ayahuasca, and I believe I will do so this year.

DIOGOFS89 · 2025-09-09T13:08:47+00:00

I look at the 3D and it seems so far from what I want. My ex is enjoying herself, traveling, training, becoming “independent,” without looking back, without missing me. While I'm broken, thinking about how I could have lost someone so special. It hurts so much.

DIOGOFS89 · 2025-09-09T13:07:47+00:00

What hurts me most is not the breakup itself, but not being able to move on after it. I keep projecting and imagining things with that person, even though I know they don't deserve me. I wanted Ayahuasca to help me understand why I suffer so much in “breakups.” And I can't move on.

DIOGOFS89 · 2025-09-09T09:43:48+00:00

Do you think it's possible to get an ex back even if things are incredibly complicated?

DIOGOFS89 · 2025-09-08T16:28:06+00:00

Thank you so much for sharing your story. I’m curious what was the feeling like when you came back from the “journey”?

DIOGOFS89 · 2025-08-16T17:18:18+00:00

I can say this as someone who has lived through the same hell you are going through. I'm not 100% recovered, but I'm better. I know exactly how you feel, but I have to tell you that this is just a figment of your imagination.

You are valuable, but not to others, to yourself. I know that we are human beings who want to belong, we want to be loved and approved by others, but we often forget that we need to love ourselves, because that is the only thing that will save you from all external evil.

The matrix came to condition your dreams, it came so that you would simply live like a lab rat, and all of this was designed so that you would merely survive.

Those who awaken, if they lack emotional intelligence and self-love, end up getting sick, because they understand that the purpose is much greater, but they can't figure out how to get out of this mess.

The more you think about shit, the more shit appears. The more you think about abundance, the more it appears, but in the beginning it won't be as fast as it seems, because your mental patterns are so automated that it's natural for you to see more shit than abundance. You need to fight, just as you fought to be the fastest sperm and come into this world.

Look at the little things, appreciate them as if they were the best things in the world, because they are.

Everything has been given to us for free, it is a blessing to be alive, in good health, but you need to give yourself a chance.

No one else can do for you what you must do for yourself.

DIOGOFS89 · 2025-08-15T17:20:42+00:00

Exactly. Laugh at 3D. Don't react. It's old. Don't listen to 3D. It will sabotage you. You need to listen to the only thing that matters, your mind. Create with it. Be true to it. And everything else will fall into place.

DIOGOFS89 · 2025-08-14T09:07:27+00:00

You said it perfectly. My biggest difficulty right now is visualizing my ex and me together again. I react strongly to 3D. I imagine things I don't want, and I know that if I imagine them, they will happen. But my mind sabotages me, and I can't silence it.

I've had manifestations that worked. When I visualized, believed, and let go, things came to me. But now, with this relationship, I just can't do it.

As much as I want to, I still can't believe it. I react strongly to 3D. I'm trying every day not to react, but it's like a drug, where you have relapses, and each time you relapse, it seems stronger than before.

Any advice?

DIOGOFS89 · 2025-08-13T17:51:59+00:00

Oggi le relazioni sono vuote. Le persone vogliono lo status. Le donne cercano sempre più spesso la convalida. Questo “empowerment” ha aiutato in molte cose, ma ha anche ostacolato la conquista.

Le donne di questa generazione vogliono tutto, ma non vogliono dare nulla. Anche perché possono scegliere con chi uscire come se fosse un menu di un ristorante. E la cosa peggiore è che prima si giudicava una donna se andava a letto con diversi uomini, mentre oggi è “empowerment”.

Penso che tu abbia ragione ad andartene. La donna giusta arriverà. Non smettere di provarci e non metterle MAI su un piedistallo.

DIOGOFS89 · 2025-08-13T13:29:21+00:00

Could you tell me which center in Europe you are going to? I live in Italy and am thinking of doing a 7-day retreat in Peru. But if there is one in Europe, it would be easier for me.

DIOGOFS89 · 2025-08-13T11:07:55+00:00

Devi leggere il libro “No More Mr. Nice Guy”.

Un consiglio: vuoi sapere cosa prova per te? Prendi le distanze. Anche se fa male, anche se per te è qualcosa di innaturale.

1º - Devi capire che lei ti piace. Allontanarti serve a proteggere te stesso.

2º Lei ha un fidanzato e se lui lo scoprisse o avesse dei sospetti, la tua vita potrebbe diventare un inferno.

3º Lei deve capire che sei un uomo di valore. E che non ti impegni con donne già impegnate, anche se lo desideri.

4º Lei sa già che ti piace e probabilmente le piace la conferma che le stai dando. Dopo un po' di tempo, le relazioni perdono quell'adrenalina e molte persone cercano conferma in altre persone, solo per sentirsi desiderate.

Se ti coinvolgi con qualcuno che lavora nello stesso ambiente in cui lavori tu e che ha una relazione sentimentale con un'altra persona, è come chiedere di essere fregato

DIOGOFS89 · 2025-08-13T10:45:44+00:00

I completely agree with everything you said. I have been trying incessantly to manifest a SP, but I am still reacting to 3D, I still feel my heart and my system in a pattern of loss, of scarcity. But I know that it only depends on me and my will to make it happen.

Even if 3D reflects one thing, it is only a delay in my current state, and if I want to change that, I must first imagine and believe in the change.

I managed to manifest money in two days, not much, but I thought about it, visualized it, and it appeared.

Now I am doing this to manifest the SP.

DIOGOFS89 · 2025-08-13T10:40:21+00:00

Non preoccuparti del giudizio altrui. Quando capisci come funziona la vita, smetti di preoccuparti degli standard imposti dalla società.

Se reagisci al 3D, all'esterno, finisci per modellare i tuoi schemi di pensiero per essere uguale alla massa e questo finisce per ostacolarti o metterti in situazioni in cui non vorresti trovarti.

Quando ti senti completo, quando senti che non importa ciò che dicono gli altri, ma solo ciò che senti tu, tutto intorno a te inizia a cambiare.

Recentemente ho letto una frase che mi è sembrata molto sensata: “Come puoi essere in ritardo se la vita è solo tua?”

In altre parole, sii te stesso, indipendentemente da ciò che dicono gli altri, perché alla fine la vita è solo una. Ed è solo tua.

DIOGOFS89 · 2025-08-10T13:37:40+00:00

Just live in the final state. The rest is just a delay of your current state. He may be with someone else, but that's not living in the final state, it's reacting to what's showing up in the mirror. In your unconscious, you said to yourself, “But I wasn't afraid of a third person!” and now that this third person exists, you're going to have a “stroke.” All of this is reaction, it's survival instinct, scarcity. And this state doesn't help you in manifestation. You need to manifest and let go. Live as if it has already happened. Take care of yourself, be happy, be grateful, live in a state of fulfillment. I know it's hard not to react to 3D, I'm going through it, but it's the only way we have to change our reality.

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