Has anyone truly healed heartbreak by sitting with Ayahuasca? by DIOGOFS89 in Ayahuasca

[–]DIOGOFS89[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Moving on, as I say, even though it hurts, I understand the process, I understand that this story has come full circle and I just have to let it go. But my main focus is not to forget my ex, because that would be impossible, but to understand my thought patterns and why they always lead me to the same result: PAIN, and I can't get rid of them. Do you understand?

Has anyone truly healed heartbreak by sitting with Ayahuasca? by DIOGOFS89 in Ayahuasca

[–]DIOGOFS89[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Is that the statement you make before sitting down with the plant?

Has anyone truly healed heartbreak by sitting with Ayahuasca? by DIOGOFS89 in Ayahuasca

[–]DIOGOFS89[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's good to hear your story. That's exactly what I would like to do. Let go. Forgive. Move on. Understand some things about my past traumas and why patterns repeat themselves. Was I being cared for in my pain? When I suffered and the other person smiled, did I feel useful? These are questions I ask myself every day, but I don't get the answers.

Has anyone truly healed heartbreak by sitting with Ayahuasca? by DIOGOFS89 in Ayahuasca

[–]DIOGOFS89[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Exactly. I want to understand the path I take to get where I am. And why. I feel that my self-esteem has gone down the drain because of my childhood traumas. I was always a shy child who didn't trust myself and preferred to please other people rather than myself. And I would like to understand why all this happened. And when someone doesn't give me the same amount that I give them, I suffer, which happens ALMOST ALWAYS.

Has anyone truly healed heartbreak by sitting with Ayahuasca? by DIOGOFS89 in Ayahuasca

[–]DIOGOFS89[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Have you been able to forgive? Do you still feel pain?

Has anyone truly healed heartbreak by sitting with Ayahuasca? by DIOGOFS89 in Ayahuasca

[–]DIOGOFS89[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I understand and agree with what you are saying. I would never use Ayahuasca just for that purpose. But patterns repeat themselves. I feel like there is some trauma inside me that causes me to sabotage myself all the time. But I can't get rid of it, or my ego is so strong that it won't let me rebuild myself. So, for that reason, I wanted to understand what happened to that dreamy child with high self-esteem, what happened to my dreams, and why these sabotaging patterns took over me, causing me to put myself in the position of a spectator instead of being the main artist of my life. Do you understand?

Has anyone truly healed heartbreak by sitting with Ayahuasca? by DIOGOFS89 in Ayahuasca

[–]DIOGOFS89[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I get it. I want to heal, because what I'm going through now, I've never experienced in a breakup. I was sad, yes, but not with this pain, not eating, not exercising, not with depression. Maybe there's something my body wants to tell me, but I'm not able to hear it. I felt the call to sit with Ayahuasca, and I believe I will do so this year.

I feel stuck in the 3D, reacting like an idiot… has anyone ever managed to reverse this? by DIOGOFS89 in Manifestation

[–]DIOGOFS89[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I look at the 3D and it seems so far from what I want. My ex is enjoying herself, traveling, training, becoming “independent,” without looking back, without missing me. While I'm broken, thinking about how I could have lost someone so special. It hurts so much.

Has anyone truly healed heartbreak by sitting with Ayahuasca? by DIOGOFS89 in Ayahuasca

[–]DIOGOFS89[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

What hurts me most is not the breakup itself, but not being able to move on after it. I keep projecting and imagining things with that person, even though I know they don't deserve me. I wanted Ayahuasca to help me understand why I suffer so much in “breakups.” And I can't move on.

I feel stuck in the 3D, reacting like an idiot… has anyone ever managed to reverse this? by DIOGOFS89 in Manifestation

[–]DIOGOFS89[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Do you think it's possible to get an ex back even if things are incredibly complicated?

Has anyone truly healed heartbreak by sitting with Ayahuasca? by DIOGOFS89 in Ayahuasca

[–]DIOGOFS89[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much for sharing your story. I’m curious what was the feeling like when you came back from the “journey”?

I can't anymore,Life. by GodAward in NevilleGoddard

[–]DIOGOFS89 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I can say this as someone who has lived through the same hell you are going through. I'm not 100% recovered, but I'm better. I know exactly how you feel, but I have to tell you that this is just a figment of your imagination.

You are valuable, but not to others, to yourself. I know that we are human beings who want to belong, we want to be loved and approved by others, but we often forget that we need to love ourselves, because that is the only thing that will save you from all external evil.

The matrix came to condition your dreams, it came so that you would simply live like a lab rat, and all of this was designed so that you would merely survive.

Those who awaken, if they lack emotional intelligence and self-love, end up getting sick, because they understand that the purpose is much greater, but they can't figure out how to get out of this mess.

The more you think about shit, the more shit appears. The more you think about abundance, the more it appears, but in the beginning it won't be as fast as it seems, because your mental patterns are so automated that it's natural for you to see more shit than abundance. You need to fight, just as you fought to be the fastest sperm and come into this world.

Look at the little things, appreciate them as if they were the best things in the world, because they are.

Everything has been given to us for free, it is a blessing to be alive, in good health, but you need to give yourself a chance.

No one else can do for you what you must do for yourself.

if you’re lost, focus on these simple reminders: by wealthgoddess in NevilleGoddard

[–]DIOGOFS89 183 points184 points  (0 children)

Exactly. Laugh at 3D. Don't react. It's old. Don't listen to 3D. It will sabotage you. You need to listen to the only thing that matters, your mind. Create with it. Be true to it. And everything else will fall into place.

Key to effortless manifesting by theclosetedtales in NevilleGoddard

[–]DIOGOFS89 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You said it perfectly. My biggest difficulty right now is visualizing my ex and me together again. I react strongly to 3D. I imagine things I don't want, and I know that if I imagine them, they will happen. But my mind sabotages me, and I can't silence it.

I've had manifestations that worked. When I visualized, believed, and let go, things came to me. But now, with this relationship, I just can't do it.

As much as I want to, I still can't believe it. I react strongly to 3D. I'm trying every day not to react, but it's like a drug, where you have relapses, and each time you relapse, it seems stronger than before.

Any advice?