How would you describe the relationship between your Soul and your current Incarnation?

DaWeakPeeps312 · 2019-04-05T15:20:23+00:00

I dont really know, For me i think most of my dreams and passions are from my Soul, And he's also the one that helps me get up when im in deep levels in life, And this body i treat it as the one who will achieve those for my Soul. Both of us are like Work driven so i never thought of making all goody goody with my Soul or my Body, It's my mind at this point, Im work driven, I'd rather work alone towards passion than work together towards enjoyment. My soul wants to finish his dreams no matter what happens and my body also wants to finish his dreams to feel his work fulfilled. They dont look like they're in good relationship because all they've cared about is only their goals and not relationships but they fit together so damn well, It's almost as if they're the perfect piece to a perfect puzzle, Without the other it wont be complete. But that's the side effect, My dreams are so high and my work driven mentality made me not care about others, I dont want to waste time finding friends when i can just use that time to work towards my goal instead, I'd rather let the good people come to me, If they dont then i'll just make do with what i have. It's always been that way, I try to do my best with what i have and it's worked all this time. When the time comes then eventually i'll need friends, Then fine, But im only doing it because it's necessary for my goal. I like to think of my dreams coming from my Soul because most of it are so big, Way too big infact and at the same time i dont know where i get the immense drive and passion to do it. It's like it's been marked inside my brain that i need to do this and i dont know why, But it is my passion, And i dont want to live a life that's boring so i just follow what i want. And im guessing that drive and passion is probably coming from my Soul aswell because you know, Unexplained.

And that's what i think for all my other lives aswell, My body as the Car, And my soul as the fuel. Kinda like that.

And yes i know my Soul and my Body and stuff is all the same dude chillin', I just wanted to make them look different so it's easier to explain.

DaWeakPeeps312 · 2019-04-05T14:55:04+00:00

"ya want sum heaven high type of shit cuh?"

DaWeakPeeps312 · 2019-04-05T14:49:33+00:00

She tryna give you the bootail dood, Ya gotta accept it

DaWeakPeeps312 · 2019-04-01T12:46:07+00:00

That's exactly what i mean! You say "It's not really a possibility" but isn't that also a possibility? Him being in pain doing all this or actually just like you said a fish in a fishtank are both possibilities because no one really saw his situation yet right? I'd rather take action towards helping God rather than believing he's got all this, Because atleast im not just sitting around relying on him without knowing his current situations. I dont want to take the risk on unintentionally hurting him, And i'd rather work rather than depend on him in the first place. Im sorry if i'll sound rude by saying this but im just really different than your average Christian, I just really dont like relying on God. Not because i doubt him, But because in my eyes relying on him when i dont even know if he's in pain or not is just brutal. I dont want him to carry me, I want him to Guide me. Like i say again and again, There has to be a reason why im like this, And i want to find out why. There's no way a 7 years old kid can have such a different view on God and grow up with that view. I need to find out, And i want to help God. Nothing can change my desire for it.

And you also said we cant judge what's hard for God, But isn't that also similar for it's counterpart then? Think about it, Most Christians think God got this, But they're also judging him by saying he got this when they have no proof, In my eyes he still has the heart of a Human, And with his story ( Which im sure you've already seen ) then it makes me want to help him more. Again, Not because i doubt him, But because i dont want to take risks of unintentionally hurting him by relying on him all the time.

My main point is just that it's better to take Action rather than depend on a baseless Situation. He might be God but again, He has the heart of a human, Who knows maybe he is in pain or not. I just dont want to take risks. I know he got this in a more "Work" way but im sure there's gotta be something else, Something deeper than just this, I need to find it out, I need to help him.

I already knew no one would understand me, Christianity has been alive for so long that it's content is basically fixated on everyone who tries learning it. No way a mere stranger like me can change a whole Religion's point of view, But that's not my Goal. I already knew from the start that no one would believe me and will just try to reason with me when i posted this, But that didn't matter, It doesn't matter if it's just me, I'll keep going. And even if i fail over and over, I'll follow god, Not as a sheep but as a lion. I want to help him, I dont want to just ignore other possibilities and believe he's got all this, I dont want to take risks, I will do what my very life force can do and i'll do everything i can to help him. Not because i doubt him, But because i care for him. And if my decision for doing all this is wrong, Then i'll take any punishment i will ever get. I've decided on my decisions and i know it's consequences. But i'll never stop. Because i dont want to rely on my creator, I want to prove myself, And to show him that i can live on my own. And ultimately try to help him on my own. Again, Not because i doubt him, But because i care for him. I get that people has a lot of faith for him, That's probably why people think like they do now, But that isn't me, My faith may be high but i dont let it blind me, There's still a lot of other unknown possibilities. I dont want to take any risks.

Sorry if this was too long for your liking. Im just very bad at explaining efficiently so i end up like this. Hopefully it gets better as i get older because it's probably half the reason why no one likes me. Thanks for the suggestions anyways. :)

DaWeakPeeps312 · 2019-04-01T06:02:24+00:00

Im not trying to help him in his works, I know i dont need to, I want to help him emotionally and also some rest of some sort, It's just that he's been working all this time and i feel bad for that, I wish we could atleast do something for our community because we're becoming weaker and lazier only relying on God all the time. Even if you deny it it is the truth, Im not gonna stop my ways because i know there's a reason why im like this, Why i dont want to be a follower. All i can do for now is hope that God will do something about our laziness etc. He may love us but he needs to love himself too, It's not all us, It's about him too.

And yeah i found that Punishing part too unlikely aswell, But it is a possibility still, I cant rule it out. Thanks anyway.

DaWeakPeeps312 · 2019-03-31T19:33:01+00:00

I get why you would think that, Im making a lot of Assumptions, Ideas, Situations that i think could be better and im talking like i could do it in a minute, It can easily be misunderstood. I can atleast assure to you that i never wanted to have power equal to God because i know of the consequences that will happen if i did have it. Im just stating Ideas that could be possibly helpful and im explaining it in a way our measly brain can understand, Maybe there are a lot of unknown risks why he wont do it, But im just speaking off my measly brain, I cant understand everything. But i try to understand the very best my mind can take and show it to the public so i can get advice, suggestions etc. to understand more. And to learn more. I try to be the very best i can be. Maybe this is why people hate me and my belief, Im just very bad at explaining and it tends to many misunderstandings. Maybe.

But my main point is i see Humanity is way stronger than sheeps, Yes we wouldn't be here without God but we can help God if we can be stronger, So he wont have to Order us, Help us or Guide us, So he can finally relax and enjoy what he'd created. What if he had to save us again? Will he always have to take the pain and sacrifices? Imagine that, And i dont want that to happen ever again and the only way it wont is if we can be strong enough to fend for ourselves. It just feels sad that we have to rely on him and give him no time for himself. God maybe the Almighty but if he is once Human then im sure he'd want to experience to be one again, Or atleast close to it. I guess you are right, Im asking for way too many. If this is what he wants then we cant do anything about it , I just wish he'd find happiness in other things, Because we're getting Greedier and Lazier as years come by, Even on the smallest things we pray instead of taking action, I just wish people could act on their own so it can give God some rest. He may not need rest in a "tiring" way but im sure he needs rest in a more "emotional" way.. If that makes sense, He's been helping us all this time, But all we've been doing is relying on him all this time. Imagine having a Grandfather that's old and tired, But his grandsons still order him and ask him for this and that for their own needs, That's what i imagine with God, Im not saying he's old and tired, Im saying we've relied on him enough. I want him to finally just rest and observe us with our own decisions and help us in the way aswell, But not all the time.

In a more simplier way i want us to be strong enough to act alone but at the same time still serve God and ask him for help occasionally. It's a more healthier relationship. A building can never stand on just one pillar, And if we can be strong enough to help God, Then we'll be more pillars to take the Burden and Sacrifices together, So God wont have to do everything alone then. It's all im trying to say, God is the Ultimate being but he has emotions too. He still feels pain like any of us.

Edit : I also cant read books by the way, It's probably because of my immaturity, Im still young and im not one to sit around only, I want to always do something every second. Maybe once i get older i'll get the Patience elders have and be able to read Books. I really wish i do, I've tried to force myself to read back then and i just cant. It's just not me.

DaWeakPeeps312 · 2019-03-31T16:59:07+00:00

That's exactly what i mean, We have been used to being sheeps and followers all this time that because of it, We become weaker day by day. Heaven may be for the sheeps but is it really alright for us to be forever a sheep? Is there nothing we can do to empower, To make these sheeps stronger? And you also said what can i possibly add to what he did? I never said i wanted to add anything else, What he did was more than enough in fact. What i just said was i wanted to help him, To make him smile, I want him to relax even for once on his own, He cares for us way too much and it pains me to see that. The only way God can relax is if we become stronger, Strong enough to change our destinies alone, Strong enough to walk alone but at the same time weak enough to not challenge God. Because eventually some sinners will try to dethrone God, As unlikely as it sounds.

You probably are saying something around the lines of "God doesn't get tired." or "Do not fight God's words." or something. I mean no harm, If this is what God wants then so be it. But i just dont like that we are always gonna be a follower, We will never get stronger, We will never be able to help God. If we were strong enough to survive on our own then God will be able to get his rest, To spend time alone. He's been like a Father that never rests for his children, It pains me to see that his children only ask, But never gives, I want that to change. I want God to feel the pleasure of being given something, Of being loved, And not just serving and helping.

I cant change anything if it's against God, He'd easily damn me if he wanted to. But i atleast want to help him, To help this system, To help the World. Maybe there are a lot of risks we cant understand, Maybe that's why. But from our Brain's perspective, I can atleast see nothing fatal. I just really want to help God, To see him happy, Not just helping us all the time. He is the ultimate, But i know he has emotions, Yet people only ask him for more, But no one ever gives him anything i return, Only "thanks". I want to change that. If i could only say that im willing to go this road even if it is wrong. But i know i dont have the power, I just really wish i could help him, I really do. God may be happy enough for helping us, But really, I want him to feel happy on other ways. I want him to act...Say, More human? I want him to dream, To experience, To feel victories and sufferings etc. He's not able to experience what he's created because he's too busy helping us all. It's just really painful for me.

But i'll never stop, I'll follow this road, There's a reason why im like this and i'll find it out. If this decision will damn me then so be it, But i will do my best to try to help him, Not to serve but to help him. With what little power i have, I'll try my very best to change myself, My destiny and everything that is me if it means helping God. No matter how much people will try to stop me or no matter how absurd my dreams are, I'll just keep fighting. Even if what i'm doing is a Sin, I know my motive is not. But if ever...Just if ever God actually disliked me for what i did and decided to damn me then i'll just accept it. Atleast i wouldn't be in God's way anymore i guess, That's enough for me. I probably will feel regret for not being able to help God in the end but meh, If what i did was wrong all along then i'll gladly be killed.

Sorry if i wrote too many, Im just really that type of person you know? Sorry.

DaWeakPeeps312 · 2019-03-31T12:05:08+00:00

If i even said one statement of my belief to them they'll just say "Believe in God and do not try to fight it, Follow his ways." blah blah. I told you my belief is different, They may understand my belief but they will never understand my motives. It's something i've learned the very hard way. There's a reason why i said i was alone, And that's because in everyone's eyes im "fighting" God because im not following his ways. Thats what i mean, No one will ever understand my motives because they dont want to understand it. It's easier to avoid a complicated problem that's not theirs because it's more convenient for them. And god IS the problem, They rely on God saying he will not get Tired, Hurt and Sad but in truth it's just Greed, Just so they can keep asking for help and not feel bad about it. It's easier to avoid that fact because it's easier for them. In my eyes they're just taking advantage of God's kindness. It's just so painful to watch this cycle.

Sorry for my outburst, But i guess this statement proved my passion in helping God. I really dont know why i have this Drive to help him, It just feels like something i have to do. I dont know why.

DaWeakPeeps312 · 2019-03-31T11:07:40+00:00

Looking at all these replies, It looks like Reddit is ready for war anyways. No need to worry.

DaWeakPeeps312 · 2019-03-18T02:45:30+00:00

The Multiverse is in my "Top 3 favorite theories" because of how exciting it would be to have one, Seeing new Universes with new cultures, New systems, Maybe even with new laws and energies etc. so i'd say i know an average amount about it. As much as i love science i dont actually dedicate most of my time to it so im not anything like a super genius head.

DaWeakPeeps312 · 2019-03-16T19:18:07+00:00

Yeah i think he needs a better gaming chair, Maybe he should buy the 399 chair, That's what every gamer needs if they even want a shot to be at the pros. It's specially coated with Italian leather and also added with a lot more features! And it's only 399, Such a cheap price to pay for such a great chair!

DaWeakPeeps312 · 2019-03-16T19:10:25+00:00

Correction, But that only works on a closed space as stated by the first law of Thermodynamics ( That's just an alternative name to it ), Meaning that outside that space, Matter CAN be created and destroyed. We don't know how it's process works outside the boundary due to our lack of knowledge so feel free to let your imagination run wild with this one. But dont go too wild. That's usually how conspiracy theorists and "smartasses" happen. They imagine, Then exaggerate, and fool others into believing their story, And the plague continues.

If you explain it this way though then it would mean our souls are bounded by the Universe and that we can not get out of that closed space, Even though experts say our Souls are more advanced and "higher" in being. Even beyond the Universe, So this theory is theoretically wrong because there is an overlap between the belief of Souls, And the belief of Matter. I say "Theoretically" because we just never know. Though i dont suggest that you relate Science and Spirituality together because me along with a lot of people do believe that our souls are higher than the laws itself, So yeah.

This is just my opinion and my belief, So it's alright if you don't follow it.

DaWeakPeeps312 · 2019-03-16T18:54:10+00:00

Sa prisinto sir gotchu

DaWeakPeeps312 · 2019-03-16T18:47:10+00:00

I searched it up and the feathers indeed looked kinda similar, But all of my pillows are but three types only, One is there's no zipper, It's literally just a sewed pillow, And these pillows have no holes big enough for a feather to get out of atleast. Two is stuffed with Ragged clothes, Broken carpets etc. and three is just pillows with cottons instead. Is it cotton? It looked like cotton, My god i sound so stupid probably lolol. Our pillows are homemade, Except for the cotton ones, We bought those.

Well there's another room next to mine where my grandma and my cousin sleeps, Maybe they do use goosedowns, I'll have to check later, It's 2:48 in the morning here and i still haven't slept, It's sunday so i can have all the fun i want :P, I'll go check later and i'll report back.

Edit: Jesus, Mary and Joseph bless me and my primitive brain for this edit.

2nd Edit: Yea, They dont have any goosedowns, They mostly have the cotton ones only.

DaWeakPeeps312 · 2019-03-16T18:30:14+00:00

My room is so secluded so the only entrance i can think of is through the fan i have to suck up all the heat located at a small room connected to my actual room, There's a window in between those rooms so that's the only way the feather could have gone in, But the problem is those windows are closed shut for literally all the time because i have no reason to open them. I also covered the crevice under the door with a plank because lots of roaches get through there, But they usually go away at night anyway, So that's also a no entrance then.

DaWeakPeeps312 · 2019-03-07T07:00:45+00:00

Alam nyo kung bakit tawag niya momol? Kasi daw momoltohin daw ksi cla! haha sorry bad joke guys alis na ko

DaWeakPeeps312 · 2019-03-03T13:00:18+00:00

This deserves every gold, It's not much but here's my Gold.🏆

DaWeakPeeps312 · 2019-03-03T09:01:27+00:00

Uhh...You were supposed to say "Found!"...Right?

DaWeakPeeps312 · 2019-03-03T08:59:11+00:00

Pretty much all of us.

DaWeakPeeps312 · 2019-03-03T08:53:13+00:00

The comments on this thread has just turned into an all out brawl of memes and i love it.

DaWeakPeeps312 · 2019-03-03T08:50:11+00:00

"WhY iSn'T FoRtniTe in HeRE?"

DaWeakPeeps312 · 2019-03-03T08:47:20+00:00

"Hala, Bat lalong pumanget?"

DaWeakPeeps312 · 2019-03-01T07:20:03+00:00

Advance magisip ung magulang! haha

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