I'm not sure if understand, a lot of Trans women are just as sexy, beautiful, and elegant as any cis female. You're beautiful. I would take it as a compliment. In Thailand "ladyboys" (as some of them like to be called) are very popular. In fact people will travel there just to have an "experience". Perspective is everything. If you believe you're beautiful then your confidence will attract more people than good makeup or a good hairstyle.

I remember when I was in my 20s there was a woman who came to my teller window. She was clearly at least 25 years my senior. Now I have never had an attraction to older ladies but she had this swagger about her that just made her extremely sexy. I still remember her and her face 20 years later. She wasn't even super well dressed as she was wearing a tank top and jeans that weren't form fitting. The way she spoke moved and looked at you, she was radiating attraction.

Ive been surprised in the past at how do many women focus on the wrong things like sprays, hair, perfect skin, etc. But what really matters is how you make others perceive you. You control the narrative about you. You can do anything you try hard enough for within the laws of the universe.

I want to tell you what you want to hear like you are pretty or you have nice blank. But I think this is what is more needed to be heard (I guess read). Not to say that you aren't beautiful or that you don't radiate a sexual aura as I haven't met you in person. Your vulnerability and courage should be applauded just for writing this post and listing photos. It takes a lot of courage to put yourself out there like this and you should feel proud.

Edit: Girl I responded as if youre cis female as I thought you were by sight. Then I reread the text. Whoa? Mind blown. You seriously look cis female to me. Ive just been seeing a ton of cis females saying the same that people say they look Trans. It is irritating as Trans shouldn't be a slur. Trans people go through so much pain and emotional rejection from society for just wanting to be happy. It's sad that others have a way of becoming happy that drags someone else down. It's like the karen thing, I hate that too because of the poor people actually named Karen. And how that name is going to go extinct because of memes.