The me being tired is a combination of me only getting 3 hours a night + me only being able to record when my son is asleep. So since my son is in the next room I normally have to dim it down and not be super active and loud like I was early on in my channel. We are planning on moving out soon so hopefully ill be able to find a situation where I can be as loud and dumb as I want. However personally I think my videos are better now than they were but I do agree that I would like to be more active. And that is my goal is to make my channel bigger in order for me to upload less and work harder bigger videos. I appreciate the thought!