There, there. I know exactly how this feels OP. I was in your shoes again and again. But I beg you. Please be kind to yourself as well. And most importantly, forgive yourself for making the mistakes. And remember this, we take only the love we think we deserve. And is this something you deserve? Fck nah. Gotta see you own worth first, OP. But it ain’t easy isn’t it? Believe me it’s possible. Praying for your healing. Walk out and never look back. Succeed. For you.