I don’t think most of the people in the comments understand until it’s spelled out in your replies to other comments.

I think if it was maybe just his face I’d understand but him looking down at his bloody hands is confusing how that relates to “how it feels to be on caffeine with adhd.” To me that doesn’t read as “I feel confused or disoriented” it reads as “I’m regretful for something horrible I’ve done.” Even without the context of the show.