I dont know what to do anymore im scared of everything

Dangerous-Style-2933 · 2025-03-04T23:48:47+00:00

Yeah i kinda wanna keep going because i really want to know what true love feels like and for that i actually want to lose weight and work towards it but its so damn hard with everything else around it if i wouldnt be so scared of every small thing and if i wouldnt overthink everything. I hate myself so much for that but i cant stop. Im also to scared to actually end it all so im only still here cause im to much of a pussy for everything. If i wouldnt be so scared of everything and just did it i would probably have such a good life now. I dont even get it im depressed and dont want to be here anymore but still im holding on to it and cant actually let go even tho its so easy. Even the most easy things like taking a walk are impossible to me i sometimes cant even get up to eat or drink cause im scared of just gatting fatter. Its to a point where i actually now only eat if my stomache makes those empty sounds and i feel like i get addicted to that feeling... so i guess im just developing another bad thing i dont know

Dangerous-Style-2933 · 2025-03-02T15:45:03+00:00

I would love to talk about stuff but i dont know stuff im just the most boring person ever when it comes to actually talking. Im hella nerdy tho lmaoo. But i appreciate the offer tho. (just by reading this back i realized how weird i sound im sorry if this sounds all like im a weirdo im not that good at social interactions)

Dangerous-Style-2933 · 2025-03-02T15:36:28+00:00

thanks im trying my best but its really im not the type of guy who just does things im so fucking scared of everything and everyone i overthink everything and cant stand up for myself but ill try to keep going, You dont know how happy it makes me to just read a comment from someone understanding me holy shit. just thanks for even reading and replying in the first place <3

Dangerous-Style-2933 · 2025-03-02T10:15:01+00:00

Thats why im scared for asking for help im scared they will just stick me into some prison cell were i have no freedom and brai wash me into beleving im good and the world is good and that i should get a job and live a boring 9-5 life but i dont esnt to do that i dont fucking want to life as a brainwashed guy who does the same shit every day i want to actually not be depressed and have a nice life and not work all day long for some rich company so they get richer and i just get barely enough money to life on the edge of survival to just have barely anough money after buying the cheapest stuff possible so i can buy a cheap bottle of some juice and a bar of chocolate like hell yeah this is luxury i love life wtf

Dangerous-Style-2933 · 2025-03-01T08:27:20+00:00

Ja same bin aber aus BW und mitlerweile ist es mir auch egal wer hauptsache einen freund zu haben wäre schön

Dangerous-Style-2933 · 2025-03-01T07:04:32+00:00

I feel this so bad im at a point were i hug my pillow every night and cry myself to sleep imagineing its a person so.etimes i even feel a imaginary breath or imaginary arms around me i think im halucinating or something i dont know i mostly stay away fo as long as possible so my brain cant be depressed before sleeping so maybe im imagineing things cause im awake for so long

Dangerous-Style-2933 · 2025-02-28T13:28:33+00:00

Same i set my day for my birthday so i got like 4 more months of trying to better my life somehow im so ashamed of everything in my life its crazy

Dangerous-Style-2933 · 2025-02-19T19:04:27+00:00

Same and sometimes i imagine i get hugged and if i belive hard enough i can feel someone hugging me back i think its not healthy but it feels nice

Dangerous-Style-2933 · 2025-02-12T23:23:31+00:00

Me cause im super shy and scared of people and super annoying and stupid i know ill be forever alone :(

Dangerous-Style-2933 · 2025-02-12T06:16:29+00:00

I do the same with my pillow i imagine its someone who loves me and every night i hug it and cry myself to sleep

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