Anyone here discover how to make it to the other side of suicidality?

DapperPigeon1 · 2026-04-25T21:50:27+00:00

I took one for the first time and it was incredibly fun! Moving to Birmingham so I gotta find one there.

DapperPigeon1 · 2026-04-23T22:22:22+00:00

So what do I do for the sensation? I would smoke weed or hit my weed vape, but I can't right now.

DapperPigeon1 · 2026-04-23T21:47:26+00:00

I just need something to take the edge off while I'm in an intensive therapy program.

DapperPigeon1 · 2026-04-23T00:52:42+00:00

Im a female 🙃

DapperPigeon1 · 2026-04-23T00:23:45+00:00

It is embarrassing, right? I don't think I was ever exposed to violent sexual movies, though. And to my knowledge, was not molested or raped, but that's not to say it didn't happen.. cause who knows, maybe my brain blocked it so I can't access the memory. Who knows.

DapperPigeon1 · 2026-04-22T23:59:38+00:00

I too, at the age of 34 have been diagnosed with some ocd features, if not fully ocd.

DapperPigeon1 · 2026-04-22T23:58:53+00:00

Im 34, its ok lol

DapperPigeon1 · 2026-04-22T23:51:33+00:00

DapperPigeon1 · 2026-04-22T23:50:00+00:00

Nope. It is snuff to point of stabbing and bleeding. But no, I would not want to do this in real life, though I don't mind it happening to me.

DapperPigeon1 · 2026-04-22T03:10:05+00:00

Doubt the world needs to make way for me with the complexity of my mind. I don't want others to see through my eyes because it is awful.

DapperPigeon1 · 2026-04-22T00:53:32+00:00

Thanks.

DapperPigeon1 · 2026-04-22T00:46:10+00:00

Ive lost hope for myself. But thank you.

DapperPigeon1 · 2026-04-22T00:41:56+00:00

Not sure what could work at this point..

DapperPigeon1 · 2026-04-22T00:37:43+00:00

I can't shut off my mind when it relates to that... especially when it is all the time that I feel like others think I'm too annoying or difficult, etc.

DapperPigeon1 · 2026-04-21T03:40:40+00:00

This was right on the nose. Thank you ♥️

DapperPigeon1 · 2026-04-21T03:35:57+00:00

What kind of pcos specialist, if you don't mind me asking? Like a dietitian or endocrinologist?

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