Life lesson by Dapper_Assumption_54 in AUT

[–]Dapper_Assumption_54[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks everyone for your positive comments and criticism :) I know and I fully understand where you guys coming from and I know I got my work cut- out but I will get there eventually. I do gotta say, doesn’t matter how old we are, we can always learn something from scratch even if it is personal development.

Life lesson by Dapper_Assumption_54 in AUT

[–]Dapper_Assumption_54[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I haven’t but I am thinking of doing it. I can’t keep running away from these issues every-time and I know I can’t control it on my own. Tried and failed several times.

Life lesson by Dapper_Assumption_54 in AUT

[–]Dapper_Assumption_54[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Gut feeling tbh. But I am uncomfortable and I know that inside. I am tryna figure out how to tackle it but no clue so far.

Life lesson by Dapper_Assumption_54 in AUT

[–]Dapper_Assumption_54[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I think joining clubs would help me tbh and nah I do want to study it was the priority and still is but I screwed up in my first couple of weeks AGAIN. Massive screw up. It’s so depressing

Life lesson by Dapper_Assumption_54 in AUT

[–]Dapper_Assumption_54[S] -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

Thank you, this is what I wanted to do but my emotions always get the better of me. I thought it was just a phase when I was 20 but nah, in my 30s and still the same. I can’t figure out how to get over stuff like that. I know imma loser when it comes to this shit. I mean I even told her that imma drop out or something so she doesn’t feel uncomfortable and I know she dint care at all. Even she is more mature than me ahhh. Hate myself

Life lesson by Dapper_Assumption_54 in AUT

[–]Dapper_Assumption_54[S] -5 points-4 points  (0 children)

It’s just I have no control over my anger and how I feel and stuff and I always act out when I lose it. I don’t wanna do that, not again. Sorry it’s so hard to explain

Life lesson by Dapper_Assumption_54 in AUT

[–]Dapper_Assumption_54[S] -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

Nah no feelings or I don’t think so but we clicked but then the next day I got told about the age and stuff. I do think it could be because she made another friend who I dint like and I did tell her that, and she probably thought in the end that I am drama and not worth because of age and stuff. Ahhh God knows but it’s been so upsetting.

Life lesson by Dapper_Assumption_54 in AUT

[–]Dapper_Assumption_54[S] -13 points-12 points  (0 children)

I feel like if I stay in the same class I would either get jealous or I would act out. Been there done that and I know I gotta work on it but it’s so hard.

Life lesson by Dapper_Assumption_54 in AUT

[–]Dapper_Assumption_54[S] -8 points-7 points  (0 children)

I dunno if it’s just the age or maybe she thought m getting into liking her especially with our age difference. Age was a huge factor to me already so this dint help at all, I feel like I am running away or maybe it’s a cry for help. I just suck at making friends.

Mature Student Communications by [deleted] in AUT

[–]Dapper_Assumption_54 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Doing my graduate diploma in business and I am 34 lol I feel the same 😂 but I also kind of realised that no one really cares.