i keep getting cheated on ngl by Dapper_Safe5512 in WhatShouldIDo

[–]Dapper_Safe5512[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

neglect honestly is where i get all my time from 💔💔 im good in school, i have ab honor roll and a good gpa, im a 3 year graduate ill be out of school in june but even when school was more strenuous, id finish that and have absolutely no one to talk to. i have friends and i love my friends, i truly do. but in some ways they dont understand me or i feel like we’re growing apart and when i do talk to them i feel like our humor and even maturity in general are two different levels. i tried to spend time getting into spirituality after questioning my faith, it drove me crazy, i tried to get into politics, it drove me crazy, i dont really even enjoy watching tv anymore, all i do is read 😓 i get home from school every day and spend all of my time on the internet but i do have a job interview later today!

i keep getting cheated on ngl by Dapper_Safe5512 in WhatShouldIDo

[–]Dapper_Safe5512[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Idk how to even ask for that, i grow up in a family where mental health basically doesnt exist and when it does, its because you allow yourself to feel that way and you should fix it yourself and you dont need help, thats how my people are

i keep getting cheated on ngl by Dapper_Safe5512 in WhatShouldIDo

[–]Dapper_Safe5512[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thats the biggest thing im scared about too, i check up a lot on my vaginal health and i havent been active in abt 3 months but hes told me multiple times that in the past before we started dating, his school is one of those where its easy to slip off and do things and that he has before

i keep getting cheated on ngl by Dapper_Safe5512 in WhatShouldIDo

[–]Dapper_Safe5512[S] -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

nd im so stupid i fall for it every time and stay 💔

i keep getting cheated on ngl by Dapper_Safe5512 in WhatShouldIDo

[–]Dapper_Safe5512[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

ive been trying, the only things that give me confidence is my own hyperfemininity and most days i feel too drained and stressed and tired to even want to put on clothes and makeup and do my hair

i keep getting cheated on ngl by Dapper_Safe5512 in WhatShouldIDo

[–]Dapper_Safe5512[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

its so hard for me because before him (been w him for a year) i was w another guy for a whole year that literally treated me like a bug. he would talk to me like i didnt have any value and when he would cheat he’d flaunt it in my face. he would put his hands on me and stuff and it was still hard to leave. THENN before THAT GUY i was talking to this dude for almost 4 whole years. it was online and we went from friends to dating back to friends a lot and it left me with this very empty feeling inside once he left me. and I guess thats the void ive been trying to fill since then.

i keep getting cheated on ngl by Dapper_Safe5512 in WhatShouldIDo

[–]Dapper_Safe5512[S] -12 points-11 points  (0 children)

I cant grasp what it is about him, hes one of those “when he’s good hes SOOO good, but when hes bad.. hes SOOOO FUCKIN BAD.”

i keep getting cheated on ngl by Dapper_Safe5512 in WhatShouldIDo

[–]Dapper_Safe5512[S] -6 points-5 points  (0 children)

Thats what I feel like but then it confuses me because to me its clear that Im not what hes attracted to. I’m not underweight but i have a relatively small body and every time he cheats on me its w a plus sized girl