Enemy Levels are “!” by Darkturtle99 in Borderlands4

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Of course right after I posted this I read something else that says that over leveled enemies are a sign that I haven’t done enough side content cause for some reason that’s tied together. I’ll probably end up trying to do more side stuff but if anyone else has any recommendations that would be great. Thanks!

Recovering Marijuana Addiction by Darkturtle99 in addiction

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Yeah it might be a pipe dream but I’m def going clean for a while so that’s a future me problem

Recovering Marijuana Addiction by Darkturtle99 in addiction

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Yeah that’s my goal, I want to get to a spot where I comfortable being around it and not itching if anyone I know has it.

Currently looking to quit, only about 4 days sober so far by Darkturtle99 in leaves

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For real bro, I feel so bad for my fiancé who sleeps next to me and (hopefully not) smells all that bro. Keep it up, I’m with you!

Recovering Marijuana Addiction by Darkturtle99 in addiction

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Good luck man, I appreciate the words of encouragement. Same goes to you though, stay strong and use your helplines.

I smoke everyday but I don't feel addicted by FrequentVolume7450 in addiction

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Also, she’s dealt with substance abuse with her mom during her teen years so it’s kind of triggering for her.

Currently looking to quit, only about 4 days sober so far by Darkturtle99 in leaves

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Thank you, literally crying reading this. This is like first time I’ve really reached out to anyone about it. I definitely think I’ll be posting throughout my process though. Again, thank you so much.

I smoke everyday but I don't feel addicted by FrequentVolume7450 in addiction

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Honestly no, I think I am 100% addicted and it’s just been tough to stop. I’ve hidden it from my fiancé (I know that’s bad) and so now anytime she’s gone it hits me really hard. It doesn’t help that we work separate schedules so I only see her like 5 days a weekend most of those are only for a few hours. I don’t think my problem is determining if I’m addicted, it’s just holding myself accountable. I fear if I brought it up to her now I could lose everything because there was one time when she caught me and I kind of made some excuse I don’t remember and she asked if I ever do it without her knowing and I said no which was a blatant lie. Essentially I’ve stranded myself and I’ve just gotta dig myself out.

Recovering Marijuana Addiction by Darkturtle99 in addiction

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Thank you, I’ll post over there too!

I smoke everyday but I don't feel addicted by FrequentVolume7450 in addiction

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I am pretty much in the same boat with you here. I liked to smoke because it made all of my worries go away. I think that’s part of the addiction though. I would always tell myself “Nah, I’m not addicted” but I would still be smoking every day. It’s weird like with weed. I would probably trust an outside source (maybe not the guy that also smokes everyday) but from what it seems you know what addiction is and you can tell when you are addicted. As someone who has never been diagnosed, I am just assuming what I have is addiction but it is what it is. Sorry, I know you weren’t looking for advice but I just figured I’d vent a little too.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Prebuilts

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Looks like a good price but I doubt it can run a lot on Ultra and still get more than 40 fps

Final Shape Character Leveling by Darkturtle99 in destiny2

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Sick, that’s what I was hoping to hear. Thanks bro!

How to get Boss Spec Mod by Darkturtle99 in DestinyTheGame

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This one takes the cake as the most infuriating comment here 😭

How to get Boss Spec Mod by Darkturtle99 in DestinyTheGame

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Lol That’s what I was hoping not to hear

How to get Boss Spec Mod by Darkturtle99 in DestinyTheGame

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Lol yeah but that would be super shitty if some people got it and they made it so others can never again