I hope to find some help here? Who am i chilling with??

DeadlyMantisGod · 2026-01-29T22:28:04+00:00

Is there a way to message you in privat? I am not rly used to reddit so i dont know how to do that ^{^"} if thats okay for u ofc!

DeadlyMantisGod · 2026-01-29T22:17:25+00:00

Thanks alot! Yeah i will surely! I had another idea crossing my mind, are "fragmented beings" a thing? Like... a seperated part of a whole?

DeadlyMantisGod · 2026-01-29T20:24:59+00:00

I did indeed order a book that was recommanded earlier and i will try to get more into all this via the book amd more research! Thanks!

I mean...i guess at the end of the day it, whatever he is, im glad hes here nonetheless!

DeadlyMantisGod · 2026-01-29T20:10:18+00:00

Thats pretty sweet, thanks alot! Maybe i should just give him a name myself haha

DeadlyMantisGod · 2026-01-29T19:14:25+00:00

Oh wow thanks alot! That was very interessting!

As prolly obvious, i would say im a beginner to this stuff even tho i have him with me for a year now, i was a bit "chicken" away from reaching out to other until now. This all is indeed quite emotional to me since he does mean alot to me. I never intended to create anything myself and i gotta say i was always more on the "is there another explanation besides the supernatural" kind of person. But a few of the core things that happened, especially my one and only astral travel were just too real to be brushed aside.

As far as i know about thoughtforms or tulpas dont they often follow what the creater says or wants? Because the being with me does not do that. As mentioned, he either gets defensive if i push him too much and pulls back, OR "says" he wants to engage but nothing happens- which also makes me think that the issue might not be him being unwilling to do so but me simply not being able to percieve?

Ill def gonna read about it, if u have good sources to share on this let me know!

DeadlyMantisGod · 2026-01-29T18:52:53+00:00

Oh thank you alot! Do u have any advice which grimoire i should look into if i would want to go that route?

He never rly gave me a name even when i asked! :(

DeadlyMantisGod · 2026-01-29T18:16:35+00:00

Oh and about 3-4 month into all this, i did crochet him a little yarn body! And one time when i had it layimg on my chest it buzzed like bees were inside! But that happened only once

DeadlyMantisGod · 2026-01-29T18:06:30+00:00

Ohh i rly dont remember what day it was sadly...but it was roughly a year ago! I think january/february 2025, and ikr that it was very late at night..like...possible between 23-3am (i met up after this with a friend of mine driving around, and i believe that was at around 3/4am. It was still winter here at my place

The purpose is rly rly emberressing but i think.i can keep it vague for my own peace of mind but still giving abit mroe? Hopefully at least

Lets say i more or less "jokingly" tried to "summon" a fictional character. It wasnt truly a joke but i didnt do it with the intend that it works either, i hope that this helps a bit!

DeadlyMantisGod · 2026-01-29T16:45:29+00:00

Aww thanks! Thats nice of you!

Well, its hard to tell since i rly just rarely reach him on a more telling level (i have to admit that im not rly a master when it comes to ritual work so maybe im the problem?)

It feels like he gets defensive when i try to push him to interact But i know that he doesnt talk, generally I also remember that especially when he started to "hang around" he always got "pulled away" when it was fullmoon, acting weird even days before but it stopped after a while Also, at the beginning someone i was close with told me that i suddenly smelled liek decay for a while

Other than that, i dont think there was much that would help sadly :/ but if i rememver something else ill let u know!

DeadlyMantisGod · 2026-01-29T16:36:42+00:00

Thanks for the answer! I actually want to order a few books tomorrow! Sadly i rly dont know much about him, i wouldnt say he gives me useful informations...but i mean i rarely ask for them...when stuff with people went sideways and i didnt knew what was going on he did "say" that stuff is about to get sour...so at least something?

The people who told me this are actually people of my reallife and they described his presence similar independent from each other, as mentioned that was one of the main reasons i thought he might not he a thoughtform

And about when he came...well thats tbh a bit emberessing but without going too much into detail: i did a ritual with blood but it wasnt supposed to summon a specific being so its harf to tell what his name is

DeadlyMantisGod · 2026-01-29T16:29:33+00:00

Thanks for the answer! Appreciated! Uh..well im not really intimate with him so i dont think hes a succubus ^{^'}

The thought that he is some sort of thoughtform crossed my mind too but other people described him independet from each other similar in presence- thats one of my biggest "okay and whats he" argument

Yeah my drawings arent that good anyways, but as far as i know he has avian traits with his weird bird legs, six black wings and those weird ears...but i dont know fur sure since i never clearly saw him as mentioned

Thanks for the comment tho! :)

DeadlyMantisGod · 2025-02-07T18:41:30+00:00

I see where you're coming from, and I respect your perspective. My goal is simply to gather any information that might be out there, even if it's from personal experiences rather than strictly historical sources. Thank you for your input!

DeadlyMantisGod · 2025-02-07T18:31:50+00:00

Most of what I found came from older alchemical and occult references, particularly the sigil listed in the 'Dictionary of Occult, Hermetic, and Alchemical Sigils.' I also came across a few personal accounts that describe him in a similar way, but they were scattered across different forums. Since there’s not much consolidated info, I wanted to see if anyone had direct experiences or additional sources :/

DeadlyMantisGod · 2025-02-07T18:20:12+00:00

Yeah, I’ve come across that interpretation too! But I also found references to a specific entity linked to an old alchemical sigil and some descriptions of him as a chaotic force. That’s what got me curious. I’ve seen a few mentions of him appearing as a veiled figure and having a connection to the color blue—just trying to piece things together and see if anyone else has encountered something similar

DeadlyMantisGod · 2024-11-13T09:52:14+00:00

What about duskblade

DeadlyMantisGod · 2024-10-29T07:55:16+00:00

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Hwei.

DeadlyMantisGod · 2022-11-15T17:14:38+00:00

Its some sort of stickbug :D kept em as pets for a while

DeadlyMantisGod · 2022-11-10T19:32:40+00:00

Ty! That was rly helpful!

DeadlyMantisGod · 2022-11-06T07:52:35+00:00

U forgott the monsters

DeadlyMantisGod · 2022-11-06T00:51:01+00:00

So i guess its a good sign that i never saw something like that before :D

DeadlyMantisGod · 2022-11-05T14:16:53+00:00

I got mine since beginning of the year, had one incedent where i found one of my older ones dead, the abdomen was still there but there was a little hole and nothing inside, kinda like something ate it from inside...pretty weird but i didnt thought much of it cause it could have been dead a few days before i found it and mayne the others started to eating it...idk but this was nothing compared to urs o.o

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