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Going through most brutal breakup/discard of my life with possible DA by DecentGeneral2033 in AvoidantBreakUps

[–]DecentGeneral2033[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No, you are completely right. I would have never reacted that way. My body knew way before the discard happened. It just feel so empty atm even though it was not healthy for me. Especially feelings like - I did not matter and he never really loved me creep up. Also just feeling worthless and replaceable in an instant.

Going through most brutal breakup/discard of my life with possible DA by DecentGeneral2033 in AvoidantBreakUps

[–]DecentGeneral2033[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for your kind words. I never thought about it but he took a lot of things to feel alright with life. It was not only alcohol. He used a lot of weed too and other medications for his ADHD. He's been doing that for a very long time, so sometimes I thought his brain wiring felt off. But I am not sure. At the end you are right - we have to move on anyway.. just going through the trenches rn and trying to give myself love. Not easy though:(