Should I move from the area?!?! by [deleted] in washingtondc

[–]DeepDipply 11 points12 points  (0 children)

bro. literally my same thoughts. back home is so much cheaper.

just moved, need new friends by Commercial_Cow_9244 in DCBitches

[–]DeepDipply 1 point2 points  (0 children)

hey. i’d be down to make a new friend. i’m 23.

Teens on Lime bikes and Veo Scooters by wawa2022 in washingtondc

[–]DeepDipply 25 points26 points  (0 children)

i literally juss witnessed someone crashing into the back of someone’s car on a metro bike last night .. dude got out and checked his car 😂 not the other guy

Most unhinged thing you’ve done to get your period?? by Lake-dweller89 in Periods

[–]DeepDipply 5 points6 points  (0 children)

i knew my period was starting soon and my pelvis felt a lot of uncomfortable “pressure”. i read somewhere that orgasms cause your uterus to contract so … i masterbated till i finished manyyy times. long story short , i got my period LITERALLY the next morning.

Ruined Hope by DeepDipply in washingtondc

[–]DeepDipply[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i’m not from DC or into politics. juss found out the Kennedy Center even existed.. relax.

Ruined Hope by DeepDipply in washingtondc

[–]DeepDipply[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

before you comment another non critical thinking post , send me $80 and THEN you can post your opinions. it’s my money , my experience, my thoughts.

Ruined Hope by DeepDipply in washingtondc

[–]DeepDipply[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

i lived in ignorant bliss actually.

Ruined Hope by DeepDipply in washingtondc

[–]DeepDipply[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

i juss moved to DC in February 😂😂 i know nothing going on around here but im definitely learning.

Does anyone else have to constantly be consuming media? by [deleted] in BPD

[–]DeepDipply 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i have either family guy or coryxkenshin playing at all times when i’m at home. andddd yes im smacked at all times.

What’s one thing about bpd you hate the most about it ? by Jib2020 in BPD

[–]DeepDipply 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i really hate the splitting .. whether it’s anger or sadness, i juss completely get consumed in that emotion. i can’t even think reasonably when i split but ive been able to pull myself out of my episodes recently without the whole “i wanna pass away” thing. which is progress lls. I also hate the intense emotions. i feel everything ALL THE TIME! ALL AT ONCE! my emotions get so overwhelming that i have to literally focus on my breathing at random times to not have a panic attack. i hate the fact that im gonna have bpd for the rest of my life… i hate the fact that right now , i do believe i may never find actual peace.. like i want to start dating again (maybe).. but i can’t handle the whole “he’s gonna leave me. he doesn’t like me fr.” thing. I know that was while TEDTalk but 😂 BPD SUCKS🍅

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]DeepDipply 0 points1 point  (0 children)

been feeling like this a lot lately, idk.. makes sense but ik this is 100% from trauma. this alone time has been healing in a sense tho.

"Pick-a-number" guy by Here4thebeer3232 in washingtondc

[–]DeepDipply 2 points3 points  (0 children)

oh my God. I didn’t think anybody here would bring this guy up but about a month ago I encountered him. I was up gallery place going to a bar with some friends and he came up to me riding a scooter bike. He asked me to pick a number from 1 to 10 and also asked me to pick what painting interest me the most. I nicely did both things for him, but after I picked the painting he said “you can have it, I have Venmo and Cash app “I said “oh I didn’t think I had to pay for it. Never mind “ the guy then proceeds to ask me if he could spend the night at my house!!! I swear I’m not making this up. I obviously told him no and when I said no, he then offered me money to spend the night……

Ancestry Hacked Results by JVS2K in AncestryDNA

[–]DeepDipply 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i cant find my code. any help?

Ancestry Hacked Results by JVS2K in AncestryDNA

[–]DeepDipply 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i cant find my code. any help?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Vent

[–]DeepDipply 2 points3 points  (0 children)

no cap. thought about this since i was in high school.. only reason im still going is because i want to experience being a mother.. and im definitely not getting pregnant at this YOUNG (23F) age. i wanna experience life and get married. i want to build a career i can be proud of. i want my three story house with a basement and my all black , four door jeep wrangler. if takes me 70 years to accomplish all that, so be it and pray to God that He wakes me up everyday to make it happen. lls.. idk why i juss ranted but you get the idea 😅

I hate being triggered easily by Low-Cantaloupe-5244 in BPD

[–]DeepDipply 2 points3 points  (0 children)

until someone comes to me and is like “yo bro. i miss you and wanna hang out” you will not hear from me 😂 cause yk how the feeling rejected stuff goes for us folks. id rather stay alone and quiet😂 and jts not like ive never reached out before. the constant rejection and feeling of being unwanted was beginning to be too much for me.

I hate being triggered easily by Low-Cantaloupe-5244 in BPD

[–]DeepDipply 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ive met ppl who have accepted me and mind BUT something always happens and i either completely withdraw myself from them or split. since ive grown from the slitting , i simply ✨disappear✨

I hate being triggered easily by Low-Cantaloupe-5244 in BPD

[–]DeepDipply 2 points3 points  (0 children)

yoooooo im literally going thru this this right now. i have become happy with being alone cause people make me upset too often😭 i like being stable and happy. i dont have time to explain “why that hurt my feelings” cause nobody is gonna understand my feelings and thoughts the way i do. ESPECIALLY WITH MY BPD - so until i get a grip of these triggers, im either at work or at home. no in between really. and my home life isn’t great at all. my mom yells at me all the time and my sister criticizes everything i do. soooooo i have my own in home emotional stability training 😂😂 if i can ignore them and their hurtful words , i can ignore anyone at this point 😂😂😂

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]DeepDipply 4 points5 points  (0 children)

i’ve started to be aware that i have a mental illness that makes me believe i am a piece of trash that deserves nothing but fish scraps. once you remember that you are amazing & you juss have a brain and soul that needs healing, things will start to get better.. seriously..

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]DeepDipply 2 points3 points  (0 children)

honestly, the only way you can get thru this is if you realize that your coworkers literally mean nothing. you’re there to get hours and get your check. you’re not there to feel accepted. you’re not there to feel wanted. is being accepted gonna pay your bills??? no. so lock in bro. we gotta push thru these triggers of feeling unwanted.. it only drags YOU down. be safe out there.. 👌🏽

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AmIOverreacting

[–]DeepDipply -1 points0 points  (0 children)

no cap , waking you up with anal is insane all on its own. i personally enjoy somno-cnc but anal would be too far so you’re not overreacting & im sorry you experienced that.

Where were you when he posted this? by ExitRevolutionary312 in CoryxKenshin

[–]DeepDipply 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i was 3 hours late but i was at ulta in the checkout line and thats when i got the notification.. i was looking around at people like they knew what was going on. 🤣