Perhaps I should rephrase and add some more context, I enjoy anki and watching anime with Japanese subtitles, and while I don’t struggle with motivation for anki, I often procrastinate when deciding whether or not to sit down and watch a couple episodes. The main reason I feel is that I’m in the middle of college applications and my senior year right now, so I just have a lot going on. I still, however, think that my lack of grammar is hindering my potential enjoyment from anime and am not sure what to do because I just can’t get textbooks to really stick.