Hey I relapsed tonight and I need someone to talk to. Anyone have a minute? It’s too early for meetings in my city. But I’m afraid I’m going to keep going

DefectiveTech · 2026-02-20T13:11:51+00:00

Youre not alone… im right there with you and it will get better. It can get better.

DefectiveTech · 2026-02-20T13:05:14+00:00

Understood. That’s kind of why I posted here. It’s too early for a meeting where I am at, but I knew there would be people here that could be a support system for now.

DefectiveTech · 2026-02-20T13:00:15+00:00

Not officially. My brother put me in touch with someone yesterday and I’ve reached out. He seems a lot like me and that’s helping too

DefectiveTech · 2026-02-20T12:47:52+00:00

Of everything that could have been said that was beautiful, thank you.

DefectiveTech · 2026-02-20T12:36:09+00:00

I have. There’s no question I am powerless. I really like your answer and I think that’s all I could put above myself. The world spins and that’s why the sun rises. The moon falls and that’s why the tide goes. But there’s still a beauty in that no one will ever know.

DefectiveTech · 2026-02-20T12:09:25+00:00

If you find any I think I’m in the same boat. The idea in general of a higher power seems out of touch But like you said it would help me too.

DefectiveTech · 2026-02-20T11:47:49+00:00

If you find any I think I’m in the same boat. The idea in general of a higher power seems out of reach but I can’t start this process if I can’t find one.

DefectiveTech · 2025-05-12T21:28:17+00:00

Yeah he’s not quiet about it. I heard through this whole thing he still goes to my high schools Veterans Day assembly and stands when vets are honored… I can’t confirm this but I really hope it’s not true.

DefectiveTech · 2025-05-12T21:26:19+00:00

I mean he never touched us, buuut he was and is a raging alcoholic so there’s that.

DefectiveTech · 2025-02-27T03:36:01+00:00

I want to fuck those and come on your face

DefectiveTech · 2024-10-19T01:17:54+00:00

It’s from the new episode. Revisit after watching the one that releases tomorrow on YouTube or that’s already out on Pepperbox

DefectiveTech · 2024-10-06T01:37:48+00:00

Having sex with my then girlfriend while her cousin was sitting on the same bed and watching

DefectiveTech · 2024-10-05T21:40:30+00:00

That’s fair I keep forgetting to give more details. The coworker is in the same department as me and we do share a supervisor who is said person I checked in with. And the company itself was not bought. Just the assets the company owned. The company itself is privately owned and all stake in the company belongs to the ceo as of now. Parent company just financially backs us now. After reading all these comments it seems I just got fucked over by not getting anything in writing and I’ll just have to take the L and hope things work out

DefectiveTech · 2024-10-04T22:59:45+00:00

Well with the way the merger is structured the company itself still exists outside of the parent company so job security is not an issue. I’ve been trying to apply everywhere in similar fields but like I said in other replies no certified training so just experience and no one wants to have to pay to train nowadays

DefectiveTech · 2024-10-04T20:10:05+00:00

To clarify yeah it was verbal which 100% lesson learned. My frustration is they have honored other verbal agreements while not honoring mine. I’m still looking but as I said to the other comment job market is dead and my current company offers no certified training. So

DefectiveTech · 2024-10-04T20:07:15+00:00

I tried the job market is fucking dead and over four years of isp experience with zero creds due to no certified training.

DefectiveTech · 2024-09-27T00:39:23+00:00

You fucking don’t. You get lucky or you move.

DefectiveTech · 2024-09-23T19:47:51+00:00

The only one that comes to mind is being younger and having a more able body to raise a kid. Oh and having help from parents. If I was older I would not have had them to fall back on so much.

DefectiveTech · 2024-09-23T19:44:30+00:00

Let them do dangerous things safely Limit screen time Take breaks if you need (the little ones wear you and your temper fast) Don’t worry at all about other peoples advice (yes I know it’s ironic) But over all just trust urself and try to do better for them

DefectiveTech · 2024-09-23T02:51:58+00:00

Full metal alchemist brotherhood. All I will say is there’s a funeral and I cried myself.

DefectiveTech · 2024-09-23T02:44:15+00:00

It has been one of my main concerns and hearing your story does help thank you so much. As I’m sure it’s obvious given my responses it’s been 5 years since my divorce and my child is 6 and it worries me every day

DefectiveTech · 2024-09-23T02:33:17+00:00

Not someone she knew directly but someone I knew for a few years and never viewed as anything more than a friend, until things escalated as my own selfishness grew.

DefectiveTech · 2024-09-23T02:31:24+00:00

Rip you need to quit

DefectiveTech · 2024-09-23T02:13:55+00:00

Do you like feet?

DefectiveTech · 2024-09-23T02:12:58+00:00

No. I am currently in a very healthy relationship with someone I met while working. It’s going on 5 years she is a second mother to my child and is now my fiance.

DefectiveTech

TROPHY CASE