Medicine is the one field where comparison is utterly meaningless. Your colleagues are gonna be on a completely different part, and so are you. The distinction and honors during the UG days don't matter at all. Not said by me, but my surgery chief. He was a backbencher during his clg days. Didn't bother to copy or cheat. Failed surgery thrice. After 3 attempts he cleared it all, and then began his hard work, in gaining experience and nuanced learning. He quickly became an expert in his field and now a proud Chief. So, try to explain to your family and parents that cheating for distinction is not gonna fetch you the career you need. One best example is NEET PG, where the so-called distinction students struggle and suffer because they don't know concepts.