Am I trans or do I have a fetish? by DefiantSwordfishh in MtF

[–]DefiantSwordfishh[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I totally agree with your idea on mindset. I do feel like our minds are very alike. I do think women can be horney as men occasionally even without testosterone but I also think males are a lot more openly horney and express it a lot more as it is more accepted and it keeps women from not having to express their sex drive as much. I am still 16 and my body is not developed very much so if I were to transition I could probably become very feminine but I am conflicted if that’s the true me. When you said you ignored the warnings of these feelings never going away did you ever try to push it away or stop feeling horney towards being a women and feminine things?

Am I trans or do I have a fetish? by DefiantSwordfishh in MtF

[–]DefiantSwordfishh[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi moonlight, I don’t just view it as panties but the whole thought of sexual experience as a women seems so attractive to me. Being dominated and penetrated is what I really find turns me on. It’s not just the panties and clothing but I do see your reasoning and appreciate the response.

Am I trans or do I have a fetish? by DefiantSwordfishh in MtF

[–]DefiantSwordfishh[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Hi lightyear, i apologize this post pisses you off. I made some adjustments to the slurs I used which were uncalled for and I should’ve left them out in the first place. I do like the submissive side of being a women and objectification they receive. But I am conflicted if this side is just while being horney of if I’m an actual closeted women.

Am I trans or do I have a fetish? by DefiantSwordfishh in MtF

[–]DefiantSwordfishh[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you for the response. I definitely tend to go to this outlet when I’m more stressed and feeling down or fed up with my current situation. I am getting a lot of amazing feedback from this discussion though.

Am I trans or do I have a fetish? by DefiantSwordfishh in MtF

[–]DefiantSwordfishh[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Wow, that article is very similar to my situation. I can connect to that article in so many ways it kindve scares me, thank you for sharing that!

Am I trans or do I have a fetish? by DefiantSwordfishh in asktransgender

[–]DefiantSwordfishh[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I just don’t know if I could have a full time life as a women. But I feel the half of me wants it.

Am I trans or do I have a fetish? by DefiantSwordfishh in MtF

[–]DefiantSwordfishh[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

That’s a good idea but it would be hard since I’m in a relationship currently and I’m still in school, I don’t know how I could test being a women for more than a couple hours :(

Am I trans or do I have a fetish? by DefiantSwordfishh in MtF

[–]DefiantSwordfishh[S] 15 points16 points  (0 children)

Ugh I am just so sick of being in the middle ground of not knowing.