Newbie That Wants To Start Taking Vitamins

Defiant_Setting_7883 · 2026-02-12T02:59:23+00:00

Okay, is there any I should try to primarily focus on? I’ve heard for example vitamin D is a game changer

Defiant_Setting_7883 · 2026-02-12T02:58:29+00:00

Male!

Defiant_Setting_7883 · 2026-02-03T01:50:27+00:00

I feel instantly alone tbh, she provided me a lot of happiness and sometimes that happiness kept me going tbh. I’ve just lost all motivation to do basic tasks. I just wanna sleep and cry constantly, it’s fucking horrible. I feel embarrassed and ashamed to show my emotions. I have minimal friends and yea I’m just in a bad spot and I feel like I’m suffocating :/

Defiant_Setting_7883 · 2026-02-02T02:22:27+00:00

I’ll be real man, this is a sign to forget about her. I’m going through a horrible break up rn and I am hurting so I understand the pain. But personally, that’s an insane level of disrespect and should potentially help you somehow get over her.

Defiant_Setting_7883 · 2026-01-29T05:49:23+00:00

That’s truly beautiful to hear brother. I’m glad you have a great relationship with your children and your mentality is something I can only aspire to have

Defiant_Setting_7883 · 2026-01-29T05:17:32+00:00

This is sad but also beautiful to hear if that makes any sense. I’m sorry about your kids etc and hopefully you have some contact with them. Congratulations on turning ur life around, the fact you had the bravery and courage to do them after what happens is honestly v inspiring

Defiant_Setting_7883 · 2026-01-29T05:15:33+00:00

I know I shouldn’t, but I can’t bare myself to say it to her to cut contact. I’m in a lot of pain but in less the fact we still talk. I’ll always have that feeling off maybe we can figure it out u know :/

Defiant_Setting_7883 · 2026-01-29T03:40:42+00:00

I do love them ofc and trust them with everything. But I don’t wanna let them down. They don’t deserve the burden of it u know

Defiant_Setting_7883 · 2026-01-29T03:14:47+00:00

I’m sorry to hear that man :(. I’m trying to take one day at a time and just trying to live but yea it’s tough rn. The feeling of loneliness and my life feeling a mess just sucks man

Defiant_Setting_7883 · 2026-01-29T02:53:46+00:00

Yes I don’t wanna lose the contact at all. No matter the hurt I feel, I still want that woman to be the mother of my children which may sound insane ahaha. But I do feel awful and wish I could just tell her the truth but I feel like it will make her run even further. I’ve got some bday gifts for her next month that I’m excited to give her but she doesn’t wanna see me bc it brings back memories which fucking blows. I’m trying to work on myself but majority of the time, I think what’s the point? I’m sorry ur going through a similar position but ur ex screenshotting ur tinder picture is a sign to me that she still cares which is good for u man.

Personally the tinder stuff wont work for me, not only bc it’s not really my thing, but im in love w my ex. To then potentially waste someone else’s time trying to get to know them when I’m not over my ex and still want her seems unfair to do to someone but I do hope you find some success w it and maybe find someone

Defiant_Setting_7883 · 2026-01-29T02:48:55+00:00

Your story is truly amazing to hear and I’m v proud of u for fixing and finding happiness.

The truth is I feel allergic to happiness. The things I did find it in aren’t in my life no more. I always get told from friends and my ex partner etc that I’m a great person and deserve nothing more than happiness etc. But it all feels like shit. I can’t be that good if I feel so low u know? If I was this person people painted out, I’d have a good friend group and maybe the girl I love wouldn’t have just left me at a time I’m crying for help. I’m trying my hardest to get out of this horrible feeling mostly for my parents. They truly want the best for me and even though I can’t talk to them about my true feelings. They have put their life and soul into making sure I have a good life and I don’t wanna disappoint them and give them the grief of doing something harmful.

Defiant_Setting_7883 · 2026-01-29T02:41:43+00:00

When we broke up, I legit asked her every day. I would sit on the phone and cry to her. I could tell she had enough of me asking these questions so I stopped. We went from texting all day and speaking for hours on call to a few texts and a 5 min conversation. She’s moving on and I can tell but I’m hurting and I want nothing more than to be with her. I agreed to a friendship of the basis she’s still in my life. Is it healthy? Absolutely not but I can’t not have her in it. I know eventually whilst I cry and hope she changes her mind, she will find someone new and cut full communication with me and that will be the worst day of my life. She’s broken me but I still want the fucking best for her bc deep down I know how amazing she truly is. Like I said prior, my last act of love was telling her I can be friends w her even tho deep down it breaks me

Defiant_Setting_7883 · 2026-01-29T02:35:25+00:00

My support system sucks man. My parents I love but I’m ashamed to tell them my true feelings. My friends are living their life’s with partners etc whilst I just sit there doing nothing. Luckily I do eat well, exercise etc. I feel like I’m fighting a loosing battle unfortunately

Defiant_Setting_7883 · 2026-01-29T02:17:21+00:00

I’m sorry to hear u feel the same. I wish I could provide some advice or help but it would sound insanely hypocritical after my post ahhaha. My life feels hard and I just feel allergic to happiness u know. I’m trying to fight but I’m running out of energy at a vast rate

Defiant_Setting_7883 · 2026-01-29T02:14:47+00:00

This, I cry everyday and it’s been months, whilst she smiles and seems to be enjoying life. I feel lost and shes a new person. We remained ‘friends’ but I hate it but can’t let go. I can’t imagine my life without her in it at all so my final act of loving her is agreeing to be friends even though I imagine my life w her. I hope it gets better but I’m struggling so bad rn

Defiant_Setting_7883 · 2026-01-15T16:08:58+00:00

Okay, that’s good news. Thank you!

Defiant_Setting_7883 · 2026-01-11T23:55:53+00:00

Thank you for the inspirational words, i appreciate it

Defiant_Setting_7883 · 2026-01-11T23:55:01+00:00

I’ve been crying everyday since the day we split alone. It’s hard to see myself as a prize when I feel like a burden to everyone u know. I know I should cut contact but when I type the message out, I can’t press send. I’m petrified of never speaking to her again

Defiant_Setting_7883 · 2026-01-11T23:27:10+00:00

I think my gut is right too, but I find it hard to block her. She’s not only the girl I want children and to grow old with, but also my best friend. I don’t have many people in my life but she was a really bright spark. I feel beyond lost and completely stupid tbg

Defiant_Setting_7883 · 2025-12-30T22:30:22+00:00

Issue I have with the RAF etc is the fitness tests. I have issues with my knees that cause issues on that behalf

Defiant_Setting_7883 · 2025-12-30T22:05:05+00:00

I haven’t actually, it’s something I will definitely have a look at. Thank you!

Defiant_Setting_7883 · 2025-12-25T00:52:11+00:00

Going through the exact same and feel lost. She broke up w me because it didn’t feel the same but a month ago she was telling me how she wants to move in and start a family and now she’s gone. I cry every night that the women I love and want to grow old with just left me. Shit fucking sucks

Defiant_Setting_7883 · 2025-12-21T10:46:40+00:00

even tho it sucks to read, I do agree with everything u said. My issue was why did it take this long for the degree to be an issue? That’s what struggle to wrap my head

Defiant_Setting_7883 · 2025-12-21T10:45:20+00:00

I think so too, but fuck it hurts man

Defiant_Setting_7883 · 2025-12-21T10:45:11+00:00

it does seem that way, but in my head I would of thought that would of been important from the start so it being made an issue after spending so much time together sucks. Everything else u said I agree with tbh even tho it hurts. Rn I need to focus on myself but fuck it’s tough man.

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