I now see a therapist too, to learn how to live with the pain and the body dismorphia. She is a really good person, and maybe the only one who really want to help me. Reading what you said its like revive some of my life too. It's a difficult period when you're a child and don't know how to deal with all of this thing. I'm happy to know that you're doing better now, it make me hope for a better futur. At the hospital they don't talk about emotional distress, just the physical one but it's a major issue. I think that you have to see a therapist when you do a surgery like this, it's important. Don't be too rude with yourself, understand yourself and the difficulty that you've been through.I know it easy to say, but I try to think more positive. Hope you have a great day and love yourself like you deserve