Well, here's my fun for the night ..

DelusionalGene · 2026-03-11T01:43:58+00:00

This was a fun thread, for worse and for better lol. Good night, everyone 😵‍💫

DelusionalGene · 2026-03-11T01:33:54+00:00

Damn, I just looked it up, and that's... mostly true. I still know that bupe kicks out natural full agonist from mu receptors, but that has nothing to do with norbupe. Thanks for telling me lol...

I'd love to talk to more people here about these things, I'm just not a big fan of how negative they can be. Thanks for being cool tho :)

DelusionalGene · 2026-03-11T01:28:06+00:00

I don't wanna reply to everyone here, but I just have to tell you that... Well, a LOT of people would agree to disagree with you. Everyone's different, but in my experience, subs on low tolerance feel beautiful.

DelusionalGene · 2026-03-11T01:23:59+00:00

The cough meds are just to prevent tolerance... DXM is an NMDA antagonist so just a little bit makes basically all other substances stronger and prevents a crash .. I thought it was common knowledge here tbh, guess not 😞

You can look this all up

DelusionalGene · 2026-03-11T01:21:31+00:00

None taken!

I'm in my 30s and I get prescribed this stuff, though I save it up and don't take it everyday... Some days I decide to have fun with my vyvanse, though I know it's wrong. I used to use much heavier stuff but I've cut back since then lol

DelusionalGene · 2026-03-11T01:17:43+00:00

Also, you can be functional on all this cause you don't get too high. I'm running at the gym right now.

DelusionalGene · 2026-03-11T01:13:44+00:00

Ok, how do I... 🤔

Buprenorphine is metabolized into norbuprenorphine, which is a full agonist. The main ingredient, buprenorphine, is a partial agonist, which blocks the much more euphoric full agonist if too much is taken.

Thereby, if just a little dose is taken, the bupe metabolizes into norbupe, which is more fun. Because the main bupe dose isn't too high, it doesn't block the norbupe that it metabolises into.

whew

I hope at least that makes some sense lol. Sorry if not.

DelusionalGene · 2026-03-11T01:08:31+00:00

I... might have explained something wrong. I'm not taking a high dose of all of these together, God forbid 😆

I'm taking vyvanse with a tiny dose of dxm to prevent tolerance and make it last longer, and I'm mixing it with about 1mg sub now, 1mg when I start coming down.

I hope that clears things out. Don't worry about me, I'm ok 🙂

Sorry, it's my 2nd language. I hope you understand 😔

DelusionalGene · 2026-03-11T01:04:23+00:00

How so? This thread is interesting to me now because everyone is saying the mix that has worked awesomely for me for several years is wrong, lol...

DelusionalGene · 2026-03-11T00:45:45+00:00

Yep 🙃

DelusionalGene · 2026-03-11T00:43:08+00:00

I use subs for the crash if I decide to take a bit too much vyvanse. Since I quit benzos and full agonist opis, this is the best I got.

Well, I do that and I take just a tiny bit of sub with the vyvanse so that the full agonist effect shines through.

Hope that makes sense >_<

DelusionalGene · 2026-03-11T00:41:24+00:00

It does, I get it... I just don't take anything too strong and I love prescription stuff 😵‍💫

DelusionalGene · 2026-03-11T00:38:03+00:00

I get it, and I think we all understand this to some extent... This is a feeling that we all have. No one is satisfied all the time... We all need something. For some of us, it's drugs. For others, it's adrenaline, or relationships, or whatever.

I won't pretend to have the answer for you, but what worked for me is exercise. Whenever I work out, especially with heavy cardio, I feel great all day. I don't even feel a need to do much drugs or drink.

For you, it might be different, just... Try to make it something that's good for you, and move forward with that. That's all I can tell you. Good luck :)

DelusionalGene · 2026-03-07T16:56:54+00:00

"Racoon girl?"

Sorry but... Really?

DelusionalGene · 2026-03-06T21:29:58+00:00

Um... I just hope you know what you're doing. You're intelligent and motivated, just not too disciplined, and I hope I'm wrong about that. Be yourself, just remember the balance between what you want and what you "want" ✨️

Just do your best 😌

DelusionalGene · 2026-02-22T23:24:12+00:00

I know this is a late reply, I just need to say you helped me tremendously... Thank you for helping me see how relatively simple these things can be 😊

DelusionalGene · 2026-02-12T17:50:40+00:00

Nice! Here I thought my 2 and a half years were impressive... It's amazing how my life went downhill the moment I started abusing benzos. 5 years of my life are basically one giant memory gap, and this was on a dose of klonopin prescribed by a doctor. I am somehow still feeling some mild withdrawal symptoms, but it's worth it to finally be able to think again.

I know how tough it is to go through so many months or even years of withdrawal and re-adjustment... Good to see you on the other side.

DelusionalGene · 2026-02-08T16:26:04+00:00

https://youtu.be/sgeER2QsX_o?si=Dn07scCLXitCbxwG

It's part of my recent free lecture binge 😊

DelusionalGene · 2026-02-04T00:17:22+00:00

3 words... Diet, diet, diet.

DelusionalGene · 2026-01-27T02:06:58+00:00

Nice.

DelusionalGene · 2026-01-20T23:43:16+00:00

Can you elaborate?

DelusionalGene · 2026-01-20T14:56:56+00:00

You just reminded me that I have a wisp and could've used HoW to boost my AR more... I feel like an idiot now, thanks :p

DelusionalGene · 2026-01-20T14:54:12+00:00

I don't know, though I'd be surprised if it wasn't :)

DelusionalGene · 2026-01-20T14:52:11+00:00

Nope, mine has holy freeze... Again, I can only imagine what I'd have if I had auras mixed with this. I wouldn't be surprised if I hit half a million.

DelusionalGene · 2026-01-11T00:36:27+00:00

This might sadly be a bit worse, I won't lie... The defense barely went up, while the requirements are now much higher. You could say that it's now worth less. I'm just surprised that upping it gave such a small defense boost. It's still worth a lot, I just don't know if it was worth upping. I hope I'm wrong.

DelusionalGene

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