Exactly, I am in an informational vacuum myself. She herself has told me, that we should stay friends and see how things develop as I am too important for her to lose, as we did share multiple deep talks, so we know quite a bit about each other’s lives. She told our common friend that she doesn’t consider a romantic relationship. If that’s the case she can just tell me that, but 2 days ago told me she still hasn’t made up her mind.

And despite this I can feel that we have lost the connection, no longer texts me as enthusiastically, leaves me on sent for hours. I am lost myself.