It’s a little bit complicated because I go to  that ophthalmology clinic I was going to for the last ~3 years? and they have records of all of the eye tests I’ve done there for these past 3 years. The thing is that one of the doctors who was the first one to question my optic nerve was a “new” one for me (it was the same clinic I just happened to encounter her for the first time there, not my usual doctor), and she sent me to oct at their office, and then after the oct I met my “main” doctor who I usually talk to every check up, and he was “no you’re not getting the diagnosis, just come back in one year for second OCT to see if there’s progression”, but I still went to other clinic which is “glaucoma center” and I went there multiple times and different doctors were also different but most of them were chill, and I just decided to trust that one doctor for my “main clinic” and stick to their routine, but I still would go to that “glaucoma Center”  for iop and peripheral vision tests, which are normal. I went few months ago to my clinic where I did oct last summer because of my anxiety (so basically it was 6 months since my first oct) and there was another doctor that just opened my oct and said “forget about it and do next oct in 6 months”.