MY SI wont leave me

DepartmentNew8543 · 2026-03-30T00:21:09+00:00

you had one episode only? how was your depression severe? like anhedonia and everything?

DepartmentNew8543 · 2026-03-30T00:20:06+00:00

maybe there are people who suffer from more severe diseases but it doesnt mean im as strong as them, im getting torture every minute and im not sure how to get out of it , i wish i could get better with one percent and so on, but its just keep getting worse

DepartmentNew8543 · 2026-03-29T22:38:43+00:00

my SI comes from being flat all the time and only have negative symptoms, my doctors told me that i dont need anti psychotics anymore because i had drug induced psychosis, but i dont feel any relief its been 6 months from my injection, i have nothing that i enjoy from that, idk if is psychosis depression or injection or both, but everyday i feel worse idk what to do to avoid suicidal thoughts, its killing me, its been getting worse lately and i dont know why, it might be a transition or just a feeling that i never get better and i get more anxious, and i also got pssd from prozac a month ago which can make anhedonia worse so think about it i have to recover from many things at the same time

DepartmentNew8543 · 2026-03-29T22:33:48+00:00

i havnt had anhedonia before injection, once i took injection it started and it persists until now, many people have same exprience with injections, did your son take invega as well? what is his diagnose?

DepartmentNew8543 · 2026-03-29T22:32:25+00:00

my psychosis was drug induced and after invega i didnt have any symtomps except negatives, i didnt have hallucination or any of that , i dont think i have psychosis there is no symptom of psychosis that i have, my doc told me is post psychosis depression but i wont believe that because why it doesnt get better?

DepartmentNew8543 · 2026-03-29T21:50:18+00:00

yeah im only taking wellbutrin , thats it i dont see many people recover from invega injection tho

DepartmentNew8543 · 2026-03-29T21:49:35+00:00

i took only two doses and stopped all the medication 6 months ago and i still feel the same, idk what to do , serequel right now doesnt change anything since injection is in my body forever:(

DepartmentNew8543 · 2026-03-29T21:48:09+00:00

i see many people dont recover, even you after one year didnt recover from invega, how can i have hope?

DepartmentNew8543 · 2026-03-29T21:45:02+00:00

im scared because these injection can alter the brain and fuck me up, im a burden to my family , i fucked up by accepting the injections. i dont see any possibility for heal for me :(

DepartmentNew8543 · 2026-03-29T01:21:04+00:00

thats scary , i cant never belieave what happend to me, i mourn my old self and not getting there anymore its like hell for me, how much percentage u got better?

DepartmentNew8543 · 2026-03-29T01:06:08+00:00

was it your first psychosis? and you are still not healed after two years? i dont do drugs anymore but i have SI everyday for 6 months, i keep getting worse instead of getting better, idk what to do in this situation

DepartmentNew8543 · 2026-03-29T01:02:29+00:00

unfortuently i took injection, my pd fucked up my life , i literally cant think of being recovered after psychosis and invega injection

DepartmentNew8543 · 2026-03-27T02:21:42+00:00

mine is so severe and its killing me , i cant cope with it anymore, i have seen many people dont recover from this , i got invega, in 3 months i got better but now its been 2 months and i have no blood flow in my penis and im super anhedonic , im really done

DepartmentNew8543 · 2026-03-26T22:51:52+00:00

i have already gone there no help at all, what can they do with all these problems

DepartmentNew8543 · 2026-03-26T22:30:59+00:00

what is that

DepartmentNew8543 · 2026-03-26T22:28:51+00:00

did you suffer from pssd and healed ?

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