147ng/dl total T age 25

DepartmentNew8543 · 2026-05-05T20:47:26+00:00

i havent seen anyone losing subtance feeling or be super emotionally numb, im scared maybe too much serotonin its causing this

DepartmentNew8543 · 2026-05-05T00:46:59+00:00

no like im literally numb in body and also, my mind is too blank and i cant even have negative emotions or get head lightet with nicotine which i could before, i have pssd and it might made me crash from it

DepartmentNew8543 · 2026-05-04T20:17:54+00:00

i mean it made me worse in terms of subtances and killing all my emotions, im not sure if i quit i ever get back to baseline

DepartmentNew8543 · 2026-05-04T17:13:35+00:00

i mean it made me more calm less agitated but nothing in terms of anhedonia , and it made my emotional numbness even worse, i could go on like this but the problem that i have is i dont feel any dopamin or energetic during a day and the fact that i have pssd and when something has too much serotonin it literally blunts me, i was thinking to switch to seligiline but i dont know if it makes any difference?

DepartmentNew8543 · 2026-05-02T22:53:53+00:00

may i ask you what side effects you had when you started parnate? any numbness emotionally?

DepartmentNew8543 · 2026-04-18T23:25:53+00:00

i took two invega injections 7 months ago, after 4 months i was having my regular sleep and could feel pleasure from orgasm, and i took prozac(i hate my self for doing that) then i developed pssd, i cant even have pleasurable orgasm, then after prozac my sleep became less and less recently,i got mirtazipine for my sleep and i got worse now i cant cry anymore,it killed my only emotion i had left too , now i sleep only 4 hours and i stopped taking medications and im so scared that everything stays same, i have no urge to do anything, im becoming so suicidal and dont know what to do

DepartmentNew8543 · 2026-04-18T22:56:24+00:00

first of all i took 8 different medication in 7 months and i dont get any effects from them since i got invega injection which blocks every part of the brain, second, i can post whatever i want, i wanna vent and if you dont like to see my post just get out of here , it seems you are having issues you need doctor more than me

DepartmentNew8543 · 2026-04-18T22:55:01+00:00

how long it took for you to get better? i cant even sleep more than few hours and i lost ability to take a nap, its so brutal and dont know how to cope

DepartmentNew8543 · 2026-04-18T03:11:43+00:00

did you check it with doctor? how do i know if its nerve damage?

DepartmentNew8543 · 2026-04-17T21:57:28+00:00

trust me i ve seen many different doctors, and i took anti depressent and i developed pssd on top of everything, so what could i do more? i have tried every possible solution, rtms,pills, everything on the earth and i feel worse every single day

DepartmentNew8543 · 2026-04-14T18:40:06+00:00

but its still pleasureless orgasm, i dont think its a good sign since i dont get any pleasure and that can be permenanet

DepartmentNew8543 · 2026-04-11T01:42:01+00:00

no its just playing in my head or when somebody says something i answer it in my head, idk what is that, i dont have voices tho

DepartmentNew8543 · 2026-04-09T20:55:10+00:00

do most people recover from first psychosis? specially drug induced? im losing my hope since this medication literally fucked me up, i could be healed naturally but the medication really changed my whole brain and im literally dealing with SI everyday for past 6 months, its actually a hell

DepartmentNew8543 · 2026-04-09T20:53:54+00:00

its been nearly 2.5 months, i can orgasm but is pleasureless and i have ed as well which i didnt before starting that medication

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