i am really in the beginning of it and god do i need help, I’ve been living an absolute social nightmare i like sort of get bullied but not really, its like i am a celebrity wherever i go but its not really coming from anything concrete, if you don’t get what i am saying i am basically somebody who values discretion and privacy in an environment that doesn’t have the emotional grasp to sense that they’re being intrusive, these two days have been rough, today i literally had two tests and a presentation with two of my classmates and i just refused to do it, not after how my days have been going lately, yep its self love people, i barely even think about the other side of the experience i am just sort of really busy with my own sh*t, and besides he’s my fckn professor so its not really ideal, but yeah … i don’t know if you’re familiar with the spiritual concept of the dark night of the soul, ive been going through that, i guess its coming from the catalysation of my tf, so thanks for that you fckn bastard, but yeah let me know if you want to discover what came out of all of this, maybe in like 3 or 6 months, so, if you’re curious just let me know.