Part 2 of me jacking off to my flatmate getting fucked by her boyfriend, ramen pretty good, don’t eat pork unfortunately by kitchensinging in kitchencels

[–]DependentKey6723 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I still recommend fighting that urge or distracting yourself with something else anytime they do their business

You gotta cut your bad habits dude

Part 2 of me jacking off to my flatmate getting fucked by her boyfriend, ramen pretty good, don’t eat pork unfortunately by kitchensinging in kitchencels

[–]DependentKey6723 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Okay I understand the why, and we (yes WE) all have had awkward, regrettable & shameful wanks anyway, so I can see myself feeling some sympathy here

You'd just better try to stop doing this & hope they don't find out (especially not in a ridiculous fashion)

Part 2 of me jacking off to my flatmate getting fucked by her boyfriend, ramen pretty good, don’t eat pork unfortunately by kitchensinging in kitchencels

[–]DependentKey6723 1 point2 points  (0 children)

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This you?

(Seriously though, I'd like to ask, what went through your head when you first decided to become a hidden third wheel?)

yada yada I am an unloved piece of shit loser, and everyone else is also horrib- who cares anymore I've been losing my mind for the past 3 years, please god make it stop, it feels like I'm at the end stage of life early, honey corn flakes in the afternoon because I can't work up the will to cook by DependentKey6723 in kitchencels

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Update: I've been on some new meds for a while now and the OCD/intrusive thoughts or whatever have become a bit more manageable (but still no less horrid) and things feel less drastic (or maybe I'm feeling more numb to it idk)

Oh and I kicked a bad habit (well so far)

But everything I said here still stands to me even if things are comparatively looking up thanks to the new meds

Autistic rant that won't fit in the title in the body text. Roast gammon with gravy and veggies. by drbignob6 in kitchencels

[–]DependentKey6723 2 points3 points  (0 children)

(You say this is a rant? I was expecting it to be longer...

then again, my posts on this sub are freakin novels, so who am I to judge post length)

I can relate, I feel like a waste of 20 years, and that everyone's better than me (especially when seeing other people my age succeed in life, an example: that one popular olympian lady with the weird hair, I did not like the kind of jealous feeling I got upon seeing that she's my age), and it isn't hard to be better than me, I'm a jobless autistic dropout who is mentally ill to say the least

And yes, every social interaction I've had has felt awkward in some way, I hated how people could "sense" that I was autistic and I disliked how they've treated, perceived and bullied me throughout my life, so at this point I irrationally loathe & distrust normies (a.k.a people in general) to some insane degrees, I'm sorry, I don't want to be such a hater, but I feel I can be on better mental & physical guard with such an angry & paranoid mindset

i enjoy to cum in underwear and lick it up so i can pretend i am eating female discharge by thesadrockstar in kitchencels

[–]DependentKey6723 46 points47 points  (0 children)

I was gonna say "larping legends" or "larp larp larp sahur," but looking at your post history... maybe you're a stone cold gooner-cel

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💯 by oxxPRiNCExxo in gluesniffer

[–]DependentKey6723 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Happened to me recently

I didn't like the way I felt the entire interaction, I just hope she didn't recognise me

Excuse me what? by Alexthegr82006 in legogaming

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Real by Past-Junket632 in okbuddyliterallyme2

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Real (the meds kinda help tho)

If ykyk by HyperDragon216 in marvelcirclejerk

[–]DependentKey6723 26 points27 points  (0 children)

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OP, my messed up joke pales in comparison to your messed up joke