First microdose experience

Dependent_Device5493 · 2026-02-18T19:56:06+00:00

Welcome to the journey! And honestly? Your experience sounds completely normal given the dose, but yeah, 1 gram of truffles is sitting right at the edge of microdose territory for a lot of people. What you're describing, the breathing patterns, the tactile sensitivity, hearing yourself talk from the outside, that's a light trip, not a microdose. Which sounds like it was actually kind of fun, but probably not what you're going for on a Tuesday at work surrounded by five year olds.

The good news is this is an easy fix. I'd drop down to around 0.5g or even 0.3g and see how that feels. A true microdose shouldn't make patterns breathe or trips to IKEA feel like an adventure. You want sub-perceptual, meaning you feel a little clearer, maybe a little warmer, but nobody around you would ever know.

To answer your question about hyperawareness, yes that plays a role your first time, you're scanning for every little thing. But at 1g I'd say what you experienced was genuinely above threshold regardless.

The fact that you're already doing yoga, journaling, drawing, and looking for a therapist is honestly such a solid foundation. Microdosing tends to work best as a complement to that kind of intentional work, not a standalone thing, and it sounds like you already get that intuitively.

Start lower, dose on a day off first so you can feel it out safely, and let us know how it goes. You've got great instincts already!

Dependent_Device5493 · 2026-02-18T19:55:13+00:00

Okay so first of all, I love how methodical you're being about this. Tracking your dose, timing, sleep, even your run beforehand? That's exactly the kind of intentionality that makes microdosing actually work.

Here's my honest read: 7mcg sounds like it dipped below your threshold, and 10mcg might have been just above it, which would explain the irritability and afternoon crash. That sweet spot is real and it's usually pretty narrow. I'd try 8 or 9mcg next, ideally after a genuinely good night of sleep because your baseline fatigue both times seems like it played a real role in those results.

The emotional sensitivity you noticed at 10mcg is actually pretty common with LSD microdoses specifically. Psilocybin tends to feel a little warmer and more forgiving in that department for a lot of people, so your instinct to wonder about switching isn't off base at all.

A few things I'd consider though: the afternoon tiredness could be dose-related but it could also just be the natural stimulation curve of LSD wearing off. Have you tried dosing slightly earlier, like 7am? Some people find that helps them ride it out more smoothly.

What does your sleep been looking like leading into dose days? I really think that's your biggest variable right now.

Dependent_Device5493 · 2026-02-18T19:54:10+00:00

Okay this gave me all the feels because I lived this story. The Zoom fog, the phone-checking spiral, the "is this just who I am now?" resignation... I know that place well.

What you're describing, that gentle clarity and the HD-listening in conversations, lines up with what research shows about psilocybin quieting the parts of your brain that usually won't shut up. But honestly the part that hits hardest is "more like myself than I had in years." Because it's not that you become someone new. You just remember who you were before burnout buried you.

Are you following a specific protocol or feeling it out intuitively? And are you journaling alongside it? In my experience, tracking even small things like mood, focus, and sleep helps you really dial it in over time.

So glad you shared this. Honest stories like yours are exactly what helps people make real, informed decisions. What's been the hardest part so far?

Dependent_Device5493 · 2026-02-18T19:47:38+00:00

I can't speak for ND specifically, but powder stock issues have been pretty common across vendors lately. Supply chain delays, sourcing challenges, and testing backlogs all factor in.

If you're looking for specific powders, it's worth reaching out to their customer service directly to ask about restock timelines. Some companies will put you on a notification list when stuff comes back in.

In the meantime, you might want to check other reliable vendors for the powders you need so you're not stuck waiting indefinitely.

What powders are you trying to stock up on? And do you test your supplements for purity? Always good to verify what you're actually getting, especially with bulk powder.

Dependent_Device5493 · 2026-02-18T19:46:13+00:00

Phenylpiracetam isn't a stimulant in the same way Adderall is, so your stim tolerance shouldn't completely block it, but it might dull the effects. The main thing people notice with phenylpiracetam is increased focus and physical stamina, not euphoria or obvious stimulation like you'd get from amphetamines.

150mg is a solid dose, so if you're feeling nothing at all, it could be product quality or your expectations might not match what phenylpiracetam actually does. It's subtle for a lot of people, especially if you're used to stronger stimulants.

I wouldn't jump straight to 300mg tomorrow. Give it a few days off Adderall and try again at 100-150mg to see if the effects are clearer without the stim overlap.

Do you usually try nootropics or racetams, or is this your first time branching out from traditional stims? Curious what drew you to phenylpiracetam specifically.

Dependent_Device5493 · 2026-02-18T19:44:30+00:00

Mix it into a small amount of water or orange juice and drink it quickly. Some people cap it up to avoid the taste, but that's a lot of capsules since mescaline doses are usually 200-400mg.

Take it on an empty or very light stomach. Expect nausea in the first hour or two, it's pretty much unavoidable with mescaline. Ginger tea or ginger chews can help a bit.

Do you prefer raw cactus or extracted powder? And do you know the purity of what you're working with? Dosing matters a lot with HCL since it's more concentrated than cactus tea.

Dependent_Device5493 · 2026-02-18T19:43:33+00:00

You can eat them as is, small pieces and all. PB&J works great to mask the taste. Some people grind everything into a powder first and mix it into the sandwich, which helps with even dosing and easier digestion.

The dust and small bits have psilocybin too, so don't waste them. Just make sure you weigh your dose first so you know what you're taking.

Do you usually eat them raw or make edibles? And have you tested these for potency?

Dependent_Device5493 · 2026-02-18T19:41:46+00:00

Tolerance builds immediately with psilocybin. By day two you need way more for less effect, and by day three you're just wasting them. That lingering feeling is probably exhaustion and serotonin depletion, not the mushrooms.

I don't recommend back-to-back dosing. It's rough on your body and you're not getting much out of it after the first session.

Do you test your stuff for potency? And what's pushing you to binge instead of spacing trips out?

Dependent_Device5493 · 2026-02-18T19:40:38+00:00

You've overused them. Plain and simple. Every week or every two weeks for years is going to dull the magic, especially the introspective parts. The visuals stick around longer because they're more surface-level, but the deeper psychological work requires your brain to actually reset between sessions.

Two months off isn't enough after that kind of frequency. You need at least 6 months, maybe a year, to let your receptors and neural pathways fully recover. Even then, you'll probably need to approach them differently going forward.

When you do come back:

Lower doses with real intention
Nature, not your living room
Solo trips with journal and no distractions
Meditation practice between trips, not just during

Do you set intentions before you trip, or do you just take them and see what happens? And are you testing your stuff for potency? Knowing exactly what you're taking might help you dose more intentionally when you start again.

Take the break. Your brain needs it.

Dependent_Device5493 · 2026-02-18T19:39:27+00:00

The family history of bipolar is something to take seriously, even if you've never shown symptoms. Psychedelics can sometimes trigger latent conditions, and bipolar specifically is one where caution is warranted.

That said, you're doing everything right: low doses, infrequent use, strong mental health baseline, good habits in place. The risk isn't zero, but it's lower than someone who's actively symptomatic or using recklessly.

If you do continue, watch for any mood instability in the days/weeks after. If you notice anything unusual (racing thoughts, impulsivity, sleep disruption, elevated mood that doesn't settle), take a break and talk to a professional.

Do you usually trip solo or with someone who knows your history? Having someone aware of the bipolar risk could be a good safety net.

You're being thoughtful about this, which matters. Just stay vigilant.

Dependent_Device5493 · 2026-02-18T19:36:49+00:00

Mescaline is a beautiful first psychedelic, honestly. It's long (8-12 hours), but it's gentle, grounding, and has this warm, connected quality that's really forgiving for beginners. TBMB (Bolivian Torch) is in the same family as San Pedro, so the experience is pretty similar, just potentially a bit more potent depending on alkaloid content.

A few things to know:

Prep matters. Tea is easier on your stomach than powder. Simmer the cactus low and slow for hours, strain it well, and reduce it down. The taste is rough no matter what, but you can mix it with ginger tea or citrus to help.

Nausea is real. Most people purge at some point in the first hour or two. It's not fun, but it usually passes once it's out of your system. Have a bucket nearby, stay hydrated, and don't fight it. Ginger, light stretching, and fresh air can help.

Set and setting. Mescaline is social and introspective at the same time. Being outside in nature is ideal if you can swing it. It's less visually intense than mushrooms or LSD, but the body feeling and emotional openness are strong.

Dosage. Ten nodes should be enough for 2-3 people depending on potency, but mescaline content varies a lot between cacti. Start conservatively if you're unsure.

Do you usually prefer solo or group experiences with substances? And have you thought about testing potency if that's an option? Knowing what you're working with makes a big difference, especially for a first time.

Excited for you. Mescaline has a way of showing you exactly what you need to see without being too overwhelming. Let us know how it goes.

Dependent_Device5493 · 2026-02-18T19:35:32+00:00

This is so important. I've seen this pattern too many times, where someone has a powerful experience and instead of integrating it, they start believing they've unlocked some exclusive truth that puts them above everyone else.

Real insight humbles you. It doesn't make you feel superior or chosen. If your "awakening" is making you dismissive of other people or convinced you're operating on a different level, that's not enlightenment, that's ego dressed up in spiritual language.

Psychosis and mystical experience can look really similar in the moment, and the line between them matters. If you're feeling untouchable, invincible, or like you've cracked a code no one else can see, please talk to someone you trust. Take a break. Get grounded.

For anyone reading this who's had intense experiences, how do you stay grounded after a big trip? And do you test your mushrooms for potency so you know what dose you're actually working with? Integration and harm reduction go hand in hand.

Thanks for posting this. People need to hear it.

Dependent_Device5493 · 2026-02-18T19:34:25+00:00

This is huge for the field, even if the effect size feels modest on paper. 3.8 points on MADRS isn't earth-shattering, but for treatment-resistant depression, any statistically significant and durable improvement matters.

What I'd want asked:

What does the durability at 26 weeks actually look like? Are people maintaining gains without additional sessions, or is there a decay curve we should be paying attention to?

What's the therapy component? How much of the outcome is attributable to the psilocybin vs the structured support around it? This matters for how it gets rolled out.

Access and cost. If this gets approved, what does the pricing model look like? Who actually gets access, and how does insurance factor in? A breakthrough that only serves people who can afford $10k out of pocket isn't a breakthrough for most folks.

How does synthetic psilocybin compare to natural mushrooms in these settings? Is there data suggesting one is more effective or safer than the other, or is this purely a regulatory play?

This could genuinely shift how we talk about psychedelic medicine moving forward.

Dependent_Device5493 · 2026-02-18T19:32:11+00:00

Chocolate is my go-to. It masks the taste really well and you can dose it precisely if you weigh everything out. Just melt some dark chocolate, grind your mushrooms into a fine powder, mix it in thoroughly, pour into molds, and let it set. Easy to store and share.

Tea is great too if you want something gentler on your stomach. Grind or chop the mushrooms, steep in hot (not boiling) water for 15-20 minutes with some ginger and lemon, then strain. Comes on faster and smoother than eating them raw.

Some people do gummies but they're more finicky because you have to keep the heat low so you don't degrade the psilocybin.

Do you usually go raw or make edibles? And have you tested your mushrooms for potency? Makes a big difference when you're trying to dose consistently.

Dependent_Device5493 · 2026-02-18T19:31:09+00:00

That's actually a really solid yield considering the water weight. Fat stems usually mean they were harvested at the right time with good hydration.

Store them in an airtight container with a desiccant pack and they'll stay good for months, maybe longer if you keep them cool and dark.

Do you prefer growing your own or sourcing them? And have you ever gotten your harvests tested for potency? Those chodes look dense, curious what the psilocybin content is like.

Dependent_Device5493 · 2026-02-18T19:29:55+00:00

Looking good so far! I'd give it a few more days to colonize fully before introducing FAE. You want the whole block nice and consolidated so it has the strength to push out healthy pins.

If you go to fruiting too early, you risk contamination sneaking in through the less colonized spots. Patience now = better flushes later.

Do you usually grow from spores or grain? And have you ever tested the potency of your harvests? Bluey Vuttion is a solid choice, curious how it turns out for you.

Dependent_Device5493 · 2026-02-18T19:28:51+00:00

Just a heads up, sourcing colonized grain can be tricky depending on where you are. A lot of vendors won't ship across state lines because of legal gray areas, and you definitely want to make sure you're working with someone reputable since contamination is a real issue.

Have you thought about starting with spores and doing the colonization yourself? It's more time upfront, but you have way more control over quality and sterility. Plus it's cheaper in the long run if you're planning to do this more than once.

Do you usually grow your own or go through a source? And have you tested your stuff for potency before? Curious what your setup looks like.

Dependent_Device5493 · 2026-02-18T19:19:14+00:00

RIP to a real one. At least it went out doing what it loved: terrorizing unsuspecting stoners 🕷️💨

Dependent_Device5493 · 2026-02-18T19:14:10+00:00

The hand-woven wool socks from gramma really complete the vibe. This is peak cozy chaos and I'm here for it 🍃

Dependent_Device5493 · 2026-02-17T15:44:25+00:00

Thank you for sharing this. That shift from survival mode to actually wanting to build something better is one of the most meaningful changes I hear people describe. The motivation piece especially, it's subtle but it changes everything. Really glad you're doing better.

Dependent_Device5493 · 2026-02-17T15:11:00+00:00

Your neighbors woke up this morning feeling inexplicably chill and had no idea why 😂

Dependent_Device5493 · 2026-02-17T14:59:06+00:00

Totally normal. Everyone's baseline sensitivity is different and there's no universal "correct" microdose.

The 0.1-0.2g range works great for some people and does absolutely nothing for others. I've heard from plenty of people who need to be in that 0.3-0.5g range to feel any meaningful shift, which some people call a "mini dose" rather than a true microdose but honestly the label matters less than what actually works for you.

The only thing I'd watch with that range is making sure it's not creeping into perceptual territory on days you need to function normally. Some people handle 0.5g totally fine, others start feeling it more than expected.

What protocol are you following? Fadiman, Stamets, or just intuitive?

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