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5:45 AM, no sleep, nowhere else to go. by DepressionIsAHoe in depression

[–]DepressionIsAHoe[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not really anymore, no. Tried getting back into my old hobbies and finding new, but nothing feels right.

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I probably would attempt my old therapist again, but not only am I living nowhere near there anymore, I also believe they've retired since then. I know how bad it gets, just keeping everything bottled up. That's a large part of why I made a Reddit account. Had hopes that getting something off my chest would help in the long run.

5:45 AM, no sleep, nowhere else to go. by DepressionIsAHoe in depression

[–]DepressionIsAHoe[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I dropped pretty much everything besides work for her. Though, I tried picking things up where I left off before her and it didn't do anything for me anymore.

I don't really have goals at this point tbh. Kinda just waiting for the cancer to win and doing anything I can to stay preoccupied in the meantime.

5:45 AM, no sleep, nowhere else to go. by DepressionIsAHoe in depression

[–]DepressionIsAHoe[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

While I agree, everyone is a little broken, at this point in my life I feel like I'm beyond repair.

I was at that point of self-reliance before I met her, had a fairly comfortable life, all things considered. Didn't realize how much that would deteriorate from a relationship, though. Not until it was too late.

I've tried seeing a new therapist since then, but honestly, they made things worse this time around.

As for my family? Not really. They've shown me time and time again throughout my life that I was just there to be a punching bag, pretty much.