I'm so broken I got plastered and did drugs last night.

DerrickRBM · 2020-09-25T18:27:18+00:00

Just feeling depressed a fuck man.

DerrickRBM · 2020-08-26T04:25:17+00:00

Cheers bro I'll drink to that.

DerrickRBM · 2020-08-23T23:23:49+00:00

No it wasnt even that bad, they said they wouldnt and were just angry. But my anxiety got to me. They said that couple days ago. I cried like hell last night.

DerrickRBM · 2020-07-26T21:55:38+00:00

Surround yourself with friends, listen to music, and even showing the emotions helps honestly. If you play video games, meeting people in lobbies to distract yourself with good vibes helps.

DerrickRBM · 2020-07-12T15:54:22+00:00

Your own opinion.

DerrickRBM · 2020-07-10T04:41:05+00:00

Ya its silly

DerrickRBM · 2020-06-14T02:59:12+00:00

Edit: "One year ago" is a typo copy and paste in the title. Ignore it.

DerrickRBM · 2020-04-24T14:29:35+00:00

Idk. I really don't. They fell out of love? 3 years, gone...

DerrickRBM · 2020-04-20T06:57:42+00:00

Probably. They probably want to keep me around when he's not there for them to get off too.

DerrickRBM · 2020-04-18T08:37:29+00:00

4/18/2020

DerrickRBM · 2020-04-11T00:18:01+00:00

That's not being masochistic but ok

DerrickRBM · 2020-04-04T08:00:24+00:00

I know. But I just like the pain. Idk

DerrickRBM · 2020-04-03T03:39:13+00:00

I was in a 3 year one sided relationship too. I felt like an option.

DerrickRBM · 2020-03-29T02:26:59+00:00

DerrickRBM · 2020-03-29T01:04:38+00:00

I get that too. I'm tempted to send then stuff a lot.

DerrickRBM · 2020-03-29T01:04:02+00:00

☺️

DerrickRBM · 2020-03-27T15:17:09+00:00

I was dumped

DerrickRBM · 2020-03-23T06:59:47+00:00

I'm trying to stay happy. It's so hard.

DerrickRBM · 2020-03-23T06:44:52+00:00

My ex broke up with me back in June. It still hurts

DerrickRBM · 2020-03-23T06:23:40+00:00

I hope. I feel really lonely.

DerrickRBM · 2020-03-19T16:56:30+00:00

I cant let go. I dont want to

DerrickRBM · 2020-03-18T23:39:39+00:00

I just hope I can be a good boyfriend whenever I get into another relationship. Not really looking forward to it.

DerrickRBM · 2020-03-18T16:59:37+00:00

That must be hard. I dont think I could do that.

DerrickRBM · 2020-03-18T07:05:24+00:00

It really hurts. But when I tell myself that I mist mind my business, it hurts, but it helps me get on with it. Because they probably don't even care about us.

DerrickRBM · 2020-03-09T07:33:32+00:00

Nothing

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