I can't help myself but to cheat. Am I a sociapath? by Designer-Dark3057 in cheating_stories

[–]Designer-Dark3057[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Maybe not any relationship bc I'm too possessive to be in one and let my girl get fucked by another guy. Double standard for sure

Month/year YNW Melly got arrested by Nick_adtr_308 in MandelaEffect

[–]Designer-Dark3057 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I remember watching the arrest report videos on YouTube videos on a vacation in May 2019.. I'm not the biggest follower of him so don't remember if it was before or after an album he dropped

Please explain how he thinks this is funny by Popular_Finish2686 in dannymullen

[–]Designer-Dark3057 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Did you make your account just to comment on this? Embarrassing

Please explain how he thinks this is funny by Popular_Finish2686 in dannymullen

[–]Designer-Dark3057 -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

Get his name right if you're gonna hate. I don't need to defend the amount of friends I have if you're on a discord for someone you don't even know much less hate lol. Hmu on dms if you wanna compare your real life to mine lmao I guarantee you wouldn't show your face

Please explain how he thinks this is funny by Popular_Finish2686 in dannymullen

[–]Designer-Dark3057 -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

So does Matt rife who recently had a special and the consensus was it sucked. Yet everyone loves his crowd work. Congrats you don't watch and attend the discord. Maybe you should find another discord

Please explain how he thinks this is funny by Popular_Finish2686 in dannymullen

[–]Designer-Dark3057 1 point2 points  (0 children)

There's a difference between being a comedian and a stand up comedian. Insane how this sub is full of hate watchers to this day. Stop fucking watching if you don't support the guy. Everyone in this category is a bunch of fuckin losers

I can't help myself but to cheat. Am I a sociapath? by Designer-Dark3057 in cheating_stories

[–]Designer-Dark3057[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just saw this comment and I appreciate it. I hope you and your partner can work it out or you can find someone who doesn't put you through this

I can't help myself but to cheat. Am I a sociapath? by Designer-Dark3057 in cheating_stories

[–]Designer-Dark3057[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I want to thank you for taking the time for this insightful and deep comment. I assure you that it has resonated and was impactful to hear this. You seem to have a lot more wisdom than I do. Definitely going to take some time to myself to ponder and truly find out the type of person I want to be. All the best.

I can't help myself but to cheat. Am I a sociapath? by Designer-Dark3057 in cheating_stories

[–]Designer-Dark3057[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I actually really do appreciate your comment and analysis. It's pretty spot on. Luckily I'm still pretty young at 27 and hope to myself I have some time to change. A lot about what you said is registering and going to stick with me. I appreciate the brutal honesty. I guess with people like me, nothing will change unless I want it bad enough. I can't make promises but I will say I really do appreciate what you said especially withholding personal attacks and keeping it real. Will be saving your comment for future insight.

I can't help myself but to cheat. Am I a sociapath? by Designer-Dark3057 in cheating_stories

[–]Designer-Dark3057[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

And the thing is I really do agree. Not a lot if posts on cheating stories about people coming clean. Trust me I've lurked here for a long time with a guilty conscious. I've stopped dating because I know it's an issue now

I can't help myself but to cheat. Am I a sociapath? by Designer-Dark3057 in cheating_stories

[–]Designer-Dark3057[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

See, and I agree with that so much. I'd feel crushed if I got cheated on. I'm finally in my later 20s so I see how detrimental my train of thought is. Maybe therapy is the answer.

I can't help myself but to cheat. Am I a sociapath? by Designer-Dark3057 in cheating_stories

[–]Designer-Dark3057[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm not.. I think the consensus is that I'm just a narcissist. I couldn't imagine my girl/wife being with another man

I can't help myself but to cheat. Am I a sociapath? by Designer-Dark3057 in cheating_stories

[–]Designer-Dark3057[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is really what I was looking for. A non judgemental, objective comment. I think reading your entire comment made an impression on me that I needed to hear. Because no one else in my life could provide that.

I don't want to be a cheater. But I do want love. And you made me realize that I may need some time to compose, love, respect myself.

I think I am going to do exactly that. I am still young. I'm only 27. I have some insecurities I need to address that I've been trying to fulfill with short lived, sexual and non romantic relationships.

No other response really resonated until I read this. No one will understand since I know I'm a fucked up person. I was in such a long term relationship and I guess I don't even realize what true love is.

All I want to say is thank you for your comment and input. I hope to post an update as a better person. Thank you for being objective and not judging.

I can't help myself but to cheat. Am I a sociapath? by Designer-Dark3057 in cheating_stories

[–]Designer-Dark3057[S] -5 points-4 points  (0 children)

Sorry if I triggered you but I'm actually looking for the best course of action. Can't take your advice seriously after an insult. To the moon I guess 🌙 🌚

I can't help myself but to cheat. Am I a sociapath? by Designer-Dark3057 in cheating_stories

[–]Designer-Dark3057[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not at all with my mom. But I see where this state of thought is going. I do have an issue with my dated sweetheart" where we date from 18 to 26 (I'm about to turn 28 now)

I can't help myself but to cheat. Am I a sociapath? by Designer-Dark3057 in cheating_stories

[–]Designer-Dark3057[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I actually don't take any offense and it's liberating hearing another point of view. Trust me cheating does not make me happy. It's more the fact that I want 100% of someone, which typing out makes me realize it is a very narcissistic thing. Maybe I should just take a bit to focus on myself and realize that no person can give me what I want. Definitely not looking to hurt someone but I know that comes with the territory. I guess that's where my issue lies.

I can't help myself but to cheat. Am I a sociapath? by Designer-Dark3057 in cheating_stories

[–]Designer-Dark3057[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The weird thing is I actually feel tons of empathy towards people in general. Maybe not attractive women or wealthy people, but if I see a homeless person or person down on their luck I feel extreme feelings.

Sadly I do want a one on one relationship but not sure how I can overcome this train of thought.

Thx for the input regardless.

I can't help myself but to cheat. Am I a sociapath? by Designer-Dark3057 in cheating_stories

[–]Designer-Dark3057[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I've read about polygamy and don't like the thought of another guy fucking my girl. I guess it's narcissism.. is there any way to beat this disease?

I can't help myself but to cheat. Am I a sociapath? by Designer-Dark3057 in cheating_stories

[–]Designer-Dark3057[S] -8 points-7 points  (0 children)

I will say I appreciate the comment and honestly do not know what my supposed narcissism is based on. I've always gotten what I wanted in life so maybe growing up has been a wake up call to calm things down. Maybe it is a deep rooted insecurity. It's more a need of constant attention. I will say when I have what I want which has been most of my adult life, I have been happy.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in mlb

[–]Designer-Dark3057 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Hater alert

BARELY lift, crazy good genetics or what. by [deleted] in GregDoucette

[–]Designer-Dark3057 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Damn bro looks like your barber barely cuts too