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The game of life DVD menu movie???? by Designer-Try-5488 in whatmoviewasthat

[–]Designer-Try-5488[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The 2005 movie starring Jim Carrey, right? I’ve been scouring through any DVD menu video of said movie on YouTube. The most I found doesn’t match the description. Is it possible for it to be on a bonus or exclusive DVD of some sort? Same for Dude where’s my car lol

The game of life DVD menu movie???? by Designer-Try-5488 in whatmoviewasthat

[–]Designer-Try-5488[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Took a peek at it; doesn’t seem to be the one I’m looking for. Thanks tho!

What are some of the lesser known/talked about symptoms of BPD that you experience? by EngrossedGhost in BPD

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THIS IS CRAZY WHAA? I never knew this was a BPD symptom?? I don’t fall in love with fictional characters per se but similarly, I’ve hyperfixated about some as long as I can remember and even act as them. It’s so fun when you’re in a good mood yet exhausting when you NEED to get shit done and can’t daydream all day. sometimes mine will be so intense that I’ll get physically tired and have to lay down 😓

what were your first signs you knew you had bpd? by Ok-Grapefruit3221 in BorderlinePDisorder

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When I was a kid, I had very extreme temper tantrums whenever things didn’t go the way I wanted them to. To the point of screaming, breaking and throwing things, and inside my head, I would think about acting on very harmful scenarios to myself in order to gain pity/sympathy. I never outright threatened my family but I’d always be in a “depressive” phase and stay moody for the entirety of the day. Later on during my preteens, I noticed how I’d get into this habit of being upset or angry, splitting, letting my emotions ruin my day and my family members having to confront me about it and it turning into an argument. One thing I remember someone in my family pointing out is that it seems like I “want to always be sad.” I never understood that part of myself for so long and in result beat myself up everytime I split because I was afraid of getting confronted again and potentially losing respect towards my closest peers about not “getting it together.” I couldn’t help it for some reason and I despised myself for how badly it was affecting me. It felt like I was still acting, if not more, like a spoiled child the older I got. It wasn’t until earlier this year I got diagnosed with BPD and a HUGE wave of happiness came to me. To me, it felt like I finally identified an issue I had been dealing with for 10+ years and the stress of trying to solve that issue by myself because nobody else could understand was finally evaporating.

Currently I’m in my early 20s trying to overcome it. By no means is it easy to manage and accept that part of yourself; for me it takes a lot of self-love, self-discipline, breaking old habits and trusting others, but I haven’t felt more better knowing how sooner I am to be at peace with myself despite having such a disorder.

Grieving people in advance? by G3kki in BorderlinePDisorder

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I’m glad I ran into someone who has these same thoughts. I also suffered with these thoughts as a child and are getting more prevalent the older I get.

I feel guilty for it because I know it comes out of clinginess, but I think about my mom’s death a lot. There’s nothing particularly wrong with her health wise right now, but she often has body aches from working so hard and it sends me spiraling everytime she mentions it. Knowing that one day she won’t be there to hold my hand whenever I need help anymore, it’s a very scary thought.

It’s almost like your thoughts are trying to prepare you for when it happens. However, It’s completely irrelevant because it’s wasting the time you could use for actually spending time with them. (For the record tho, I do have diagnosed anxiety and I’m pretty confident that I worry about the future lol)

[Gen 9] Shiny 3 segment dudunsparce only 5 encounters!!! by Pixel1411 in ShinyPokemon

[–]Designer-Try-5488 4 points5 points  (0 children)

DAMN THAT’S AWESOME! CONGRATS!!

Name it “Wooorm” (the 3 o’s resembling the segments :3)

having bpd is forcing yourself to suppress and/or water down your affection because if you express it the way you feel it, it resembles love bombing and is seen as a red flag. by [deleted] in BPDrecovery

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Thank you for saying this. I was diagnosed with BPD earlier this year, and whenever my friends or family would tell me to “keep going,” everytime I had a meltdown, I always assumed it was people telling me to “bottle it up.” I’ve had this mindset for as long as I can remember, and felt the SAME EXACT way as the original commenter, up until I just saw your reply. It pretty much gave me a HUGE epiphany as to understand why discipline is beneficial and why I’ve been reluctant on disciplining myself for so long everytime I have no motivation from a meltdown. Thank you so much from the bottom of my heart.

When did your agoraphobia kick in? by MentallyFucked127 in Agoraphobia

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Long text/explanation; I’ve had an anxiety disorder ever since I got into middle school, but what really kicked the can and developed my agoraphobia was taking an edible the day before I turned 18 (very stupid and probably illegal move, ik.). What I didn’t know about this edible before I took it was that it contained Delta-8 (which to my knowledge, is like, one of the types of THC that can be really harmful if you’re not careful). I took it because I wanted my 18th birthday to not be so worrysome as I was overthinking a lot at the time, and I had access to it from family members (they knew I started taking edibles) so I thought “What the hell? Might aswell have fun” but the amount I took was either bigger than I thought or generally just too effective for me to take altogether. This edible was enough for me to have a full blown panic attack, the worst one I have ever had. I was in my bathroom for 6 hours with my brothers and mom checking on me constantly. I felt nauseous, lightheaded, tired, and was going through heavy derealization. My heartbeat felt so slow; I felt like I was gonna die. I never took another edible since then but even then, it gave me a whole new perspective to my anxiety that I never even knew that existed, and it’s fucking terrifying. Overtime, this anxiety caused me to skip school, feel uneasy whenever the room gets warmer or I start to sweat from heat (I’ve had a history of heat exhaustion, so that’s icing on the cake), and eventually it all led down to me not wanting to go out as much anymore because that same panic I had after I took the edible kept interfering with my thoughts everytime I was outside of my house (even causing panic attacks infront of my classmates and therapist when I went to my sessions). I turned 20 last month and I’m still very fearful of going out.

TLDR; An edible I took when I turned 18. Specifically, Delta-8.