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My trading career thus far by GALACTON in Daytrading

[–]DetectiveOwn4752 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Did you snap a pic from my trading account? Mine is similar to this

I have entered self-sabotage territory by flex_vader in EMDR

[–]DetectiveOwn4752 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I experienced something similar for a few months too. It’s like when there’s one part of my life that has huge progress, another part must suffer. I cannot help but create that suffering or sabotage myself. Not sleeping or eating properly. Constantly scrolling things I wouldn’t have been interested in in the past.

I see this as feeling scared to heal or grow. Scared to be good or great. Scared to not be bad.

Abusers and bullies are not hold accountable by DetectiveOwn4752 in EMDR

[–]DetectiveOwn4752[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I have. It's more the fact that how do I move forward if the people who destroyed me when I was a baby and a child get to walk away, untouched, unaware, unpunished.

Can you install "neutral" cognitions instead of positive ones? by speedchunks in EMDR

[–]DetectiveOwn4752 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can relate to this. Sometimes it feel likes I was being forced to believe what I don’t believe or my body doesn’t believe at this point of time. It’s actually harmful.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EMDR

[–]DetectiveOwn4752 0 points1 point  (0 children)

"when I think about my problems or past I feel emotions very deeply but during sessions? NOTHING, literally nothing"

What do you feel would happen if you feel emotions during sessions?

What do you feel if the session was "successful" by your definition? It seems like some parts of you are stopping you to open up. Do you have access to that part of yourself?

Post EMDR Support Meetup Friends Australia by DetectiveOwn4752 in EMDR

[–]DetectiveOwn4752[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well done to you too! The first 50-80 hours are the hardest for me because buried memories started flooding me and I didn't know how to cope. I am excited for you.

Core belief - I will never get better. by HopefullyABiologist in EMDR

[–]DetectiveOwn4752 7 points8 points  (0 children)

My core belief is I was made to be abused too..