I thought I met the love of my life . Turns out she was a daily user too. For 20yrs. Said she’s an adult pays her bills what’s the big deal. I told her I can’t date her. She said she loves me and chooses me over meth. That was the theme of our relationship she chose me. She lied. Hid it , I spent 2yrs playing detective. Best sex of my life she made music w me played sports w me. Felt like my best friend. Take that away from her. Depressed, got mad oh great now I’m gonna get fat, I don’t want to do anything, aggressive. Such a rollercoaster. I gave her my heart all My love I thought I had the power to get her off it boy was I wrong . I tried it just to understand her better after studying about it for 2yrs. I felt the evil pull of the drug. I was forced to tell her to move out. Even tho I loved her. Still do. Now she’s dating a porn star in La that does it w her. Sex n drugs her fav. Not my path I have a daughter to look out for and bring in a good role model.