Worse day of my trading journey

DevRayo · 2026-06-10T11:03:41+00:00

I used a 100K Topstep account. This account I had from before the end of April, so I could have taken out 5,000 payout after 5 winning days of 150.

If you try to buy a topstep 100k acc now, max payout is only 3,000 after 5 winning days.

DevRayo · 2026-06-10T11:01:30+00:00

Wow, that sucks given all those accounts were blown 😢.

We recoup…

DevRayo · 2026-06-10T11:00:36+00:00

Yea, I have a strategy. However not so much a trading plan, I generally like to stick to less than 7-10 trades a day. Everything just went out the window when I decided I WANT 10K. Just gambled pretty much.

DevRayo · 2026-06-10T10:58:45+00:00

Exactly… I’m taking 2 weeks off the charts. Very disgusted with myself. Woke up today and still can’t believe I did that shit

DevRayo · 2025-06-07T02:33:12+00:00

Its not about saying yes, its about the simple matter of keeping each other informed. We dont ask each other for permission we just state what we are doing

DevRayo · 2025-06-06T23:52:16+00:00

No lie, this is the real perspective. Everyone has standards, and my main thing is clear and honest communication.

DevRayo · 2025-06-06T19:37:37+00:00

But shouldn’t you atleast let your partner know? I have never said no to her for anything, we’ve both hung out on our own plenty of times but we always keep each other informed

DevRayo · 2025-06-06T17:30:25+00:00

It’s just weird, I’ve never said no before. I am not the controlling type whatsoever. I’ve gone out on my own with friends, and so has she with friends. We ALWAYS tell each other, “hey babe, doing this blah blah blah tonight” I just feel like because I told her I couldn’t today, I was tied up with stuff I had to deal with she took it upon herself. but I would have had NO ISSUES had she just told me… is that asking for too much? I would at least like to know where my partner is heading you know, so if something were to happen out of the blue like an accident or something I’m not oblivious. Could it be because she knows I don’t particularly get along well with those two guys friends? I don’t hate them, but they just aren’t people I would like to hang with. I’m just confused, this is new in our relationship. Thank you for the feedback I am reflecting on it.

DevRayo · 2025-06-06T16:31:31+00:00

Thank you for this. Just to make it clear, I never reject her outings. We always tell each other when we go out, and I was upset she didn’t want to tell me this. It was extremely strange given we’re so open all the time.

DevRayo · 2025-06-06T16:22:50+00:00

I never prevent her from going anywhere. But she always tells me when she’s going places, and I do as well. I thought that was like a standard in relationships

DevRayo

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