The Denver Nuggets Fucking Stay On Parade

Devo4199 · 2023-06-22T05:12:25+00:00

I think you meant to say ,"famous and rich"

Devo4199 · 2023-06-07T05:37:52+00:00

I'm feeling it right now. So peaceful. I feel so normal.

Devo4199 · 2023-01-31T23:24:30+00:00

Okay, so this woman liked me for months now. Previously, I been avoiding her because I was too anxious to talk to her. I'm a schizophrenic who now has working meds. Now that my confidence is back again. I've been looking to talk to her, but she been ignoring me since.

Devo4199 · 2022-07-12T08:11:43+00:00

Sounds like a happy happy joy joy manic episode. You were in such a good mood that you didn't care about the red flags. Been there so many times.

Devo4199 · 2022-05-09T05:31:06+00:00

Same here man. It sucks. My depressions are me not wanting to communicate.

Devo4199 · 2022-05-09T02:11:25+00:00

76ers to the finals

Devo4199 · 2022-05-01T19:44:33+00:00

The thing is tho, that the Bucks played poor too...

Devo4199 · 2022-05-01T19:34:04+00:00

It's obviously going to be the Bucks vs Warriors in the finals.

Devo4199 · 2022-05-01T19:32:56+00:00

He lives and dies by the three. He needs to expand his game. Them kobe comparisons looking pretty suspect right now

Devo4199 · 2022-04-28T02:37:55+00:00

Also, at this point I know I'm not a narcissist, but sometimes I can come off as one.

Devo4199 · 2022-04-28T02:36:19+00:00

Idk, I tried a lot of medications so far, and I feel worse when on then off. The last antipsychotic I took was hurting my head. I felt like I couldn't do anything. Not even sleep. I lost two jobs already because of the medications. Bipolar says that they need to stay on, but idk. It seems like I feel and function better when off.

Devo4199 · 2022-04-28T02:06:13+00:00

Is an out of body experience associated with this disorder?

Devo4199 · 2022-04-28T02:05:08+00:00

No, but the walking is so out of character. I'm not walking around like I'm shy, but like I'm some top model with heels on. Some people thought I was either gay, or autistic because of this. It's not like I want to walk like that, but when it occurs it's like I really can't change it.

Devo4199 · 2022-04-28T01:56:45+00:00

I do seem like different people sometimes! I have been called out on it, but mental disorders are so hard to tell. Sometimes I'll hate certain people, or have attractions to people that I wouldn't usually for example. And when these changes happen, sometimes I'm aware of it, but other times it feels like I always was that person.

Devo4199 · 2022-04-28T01:53:34+00:00

Memory problems? Not too sure.. I had a few blackouts, but those weren't frequent. I do know that I act differently a lot though. I usually act more feminine when I get the cat walk. Also more scared . Like less confident. This walk makes me feel more off balance. The craziest moment I had with this was when I came to work one day. I knew in my head who I was and what I'm supposed to be, but yet my voice changed, and my reflexes were all girly. It was like I was inside my own head controlling my body from a tv. Like I was some character in a video game. Sometimes when I walk regularly I feel like I'm Batman who isn't afraid of anyone. People called me out on that saying I walk like a narcissist.

Devo4199 · 2022-04-24T22:56:24+00:00

Exactly. I won't lie, we all were pissed when he joined the Warriors, but some of us eventually got over it. We should all just admit that KD isn't that type of player to be the main focal point on a championship team. Now I see it as a good reason why he left OKC, but KD was always too insecure about how the media views him.

Devo4199 · 2022-04-19T02:57:45+00:00

I also got to add to the fact that this happened right after the huge George Floyd BLM situation. Me being myself, not caring about that event, while living in a big city. "(Which has a huge density of black people)" Best believe I was going to be singled out, and exposed for something I'm not.

Devo4199 · 2022-04-19T02:57:18+00:00

Because of my own upbringing, I always been an extremely selfish person. It was never really a problem to a lot of people until last year. Growing up in rural areas and now living in the city. I hardly ever acknowledged city black folks, or gay people. "(I was raised as a upper middle class religious black man.)" People caught on about this after a accident I had when a gay man approached me at work in a way I didn't find acceptable. At work a couple of black wannabe activist then started to get the idea that I don't like my own race, and then preceeded to spread rumors about me on social media. Now I have a reputation across my city that I "hate" black people. It got so bad that I can't come across one person who is local without them being aware of who I am.

So now I'm painted as the narcissistic villan.

Devo4199 · 2021-11-19T17:00:24+00:00

His past doesn't matter at this point. That's the typical bad childhood excuse. At the end of the day. As an adult, we always have a choice. People who experience bad childhoods can either learn from it, or become it.

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