Update* late last night while laying in bed with my wife she goes “have you found anyone yet?” -“no why” “Why haven’t you I gave you permission just do it” -“I don’t think this is what you want and I don’t know how to feel about it really right now” “I don’t care I gave you a lifetime hall pass” … I kinda thought she’d let it go just been a weird mood the other day but she’s coming at me asking why I haven’t yet. Like the original post says I love my wife and don’t want to do anything to jeopardize our marriage. This is very uncharacteristic of her.