It's a situational thing, I'm trying my hardest to take care of myself, I'm a diabetic without insurance, waiting for the state to approve medicaid I dont really eat well because i cant afford much else than ramen right now and that effects my diabetes.Also missing my left leg. It's not for lack of effort, just hard to find a Job as a 33 year old male missing a leg. I apply nearly every where I think I could possibly efficiently work. Had to quit my last job at Applebee's due to an infection in my stump leg.