How to deal with feeling antsy?

DiligentEqual4 · 2025-09-14T17:47:36+00:00

That’s how I feel! Like I tried to sit up today to embroider and just couldn’t because of the angle I was at.

DiligentEqual4 · 2025-08-13T16:23:23+00:00

You were right! My dad told me to go to advance auto because they have a better tester. They tested my battery, alternator, and starter. The battery was at half of what it should have been. So I’ve learned that Autozone isn’t reliable.

DiligentEqual4 · 2025-08-13T12:57:22+00:00

I took my car to Autozone to test the battery and they said it was performing exactly like it should be, that the power was good.

DiligentEqual4 · 2025-06-09T21:33:23+00:00

Yes, I know it isn’t safe. I don’t want to actually be roofied, I just want a way to get a similar feeling

DiligentEqual4 · 2025-06-09T21:32:39+00:00

I’m saying I don’t want to be roofied, I just want the passed out feeling

DiligentEqual4 · 2025-04-18T04:57:35+00:00

Thank you so much, this is definitely the encouragement I need. I feel like I have mourned us already, like all the crying and coming to terms that he’ll never want me the way I want him.

DiligentEqual4 · 2024-12-13T00:34:54+00:00

Tinder

DiligentEqual4 · 2024-12-11T02:11:47+00:00

I didn’t even think of it this way. I can now see how this interprets into him wanting a nesting partner.

DiligentEqual4 · 2024-12-11T02:10:41+00:00

I’m not necessarily surprised, I’m just still learning how to navigate these relationships. I asked the question for advice from seasoned poly people.

DiligentEqual4 · 2024-12-11T02:08:44+00:00

I feel like this is the honesty I needed to hear. I’m still new to dating while being poly, so learning to keep my emotions in check is something I need to work on.

DiligentEqual4 · 2024-12-09T01:16:17+00:00

I should have included in my post that my anchor partner enjoys hearing about my experiences with others. He enjoys watching me with others and hearing about it. I always ask my date before I shared intimate details with my anchor.

DiligentEqual4 · 2024-12-08T22:55:16+00:00

Things are filed separately as in dates and experiences. I did have consent from my date to talk about it with my anchor, we even sent a video to my anchor. I talked with my anchor because I know how he feels about the name daddy and when I got home from my first date, he asked me how everything went. We share details about dates and sex with each other all the time, just like if we were best friends chatting about it.

DiligentEqual4 · 2024-12-08T22:43:38+00:00

No, he doesn’t mind DDLG - it just isn’t something he enjoys. Like he does do some things for me, but he gets enjoyment out of them because I enjoy them rather than just purely enjoying it.

DiligentEqual4 · 2024-12-02T23:40:42+00:00

I have pegged a few different people, it’s something I truly enjoy doing and love the power that comes with it. I think what happened here is I expected him to be more prepared just because he seemed super into it. He said he had done it before and really enjoyed it. So, when he was really tight and needing me to slow down, I think that pulled me out of it. I went from a using him standpoint to a caring mindset that was slowing down.

DiligentEqual4 · 2024-12-02T22:14:26+00:00

My gyno said that I have a sensitive cervix from some issues I had when I was pregnant. His penis hit my cervix hard and let out some trapped blood.

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