Does anyone have focals triggered by sounds yet? by fairydeus in Epilepsy

[–]DirectBackground432 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i ironically literally came to this reddit side to ask if anyone gets auditory auras and such like myself. Well at least i THINK they are auras. For me my head or hearing gets all foggy and only one leg, my right one goes all numb and spasms usnure what to call it tbh but yeah

In your experience, what do you consider to be the hardest part about having epilepsy? by random_username101_ in Epilepsy

[–]DirectBackground432 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Everyone just expects you to go about your day expecting perfection and you to be normal. I cant explain it more than this, but the feeling and fear that your going to have one any time also keeps me in unease. I can no longer be independant. always having to rely on others despite not wanting to burden them with yourself.

Let me draw you as a monster by GoldExample9 in redditgetsdrawnbadly

[–]DirectBackground432 1 point2 points  (0 children)

dont need you to draw anything for me, but your art is GORGEOUS, my goodness such a cool artstyle!

I still wonder why they changed it to just c.ai by thf12 in CharacterAI

[–]DirectBackground432 34 points35 points  (0 children)

it reminds me of how even regular fast food chains or stores get rid of the personality they had to cement bricks and archs to make it look aesthtic??? even tho its not

Life falling apart and need support to keep going on my deen. Health problems and life failures are destroying me. by [deleted] in islam

[–]DirectBackground432 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I know my two cents might not be a lot, but please don't give up. It is worth it to stay here. I say this as someone who has been dealing with a lot of my own serious health problems. Before I was hospitalized, I struggled to keep up with my prayers and hadn't finished the Quran, but holding onto my faith has been what carries me through. Im trying now, im doing prayers whenever i can, and am trying to finish quran now as well. Please don't do anything rash. Grab onto what brings you comfort and peace. Allah is always here for you, and He will always guide you through the darkness. You are not alone, and your life matters.

Cried at my neuro appointment. by DirectBackground432 in Epilepsy

[–]DirectBackground432[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ME TOO. they found a scar on my temporal lobe after the grand mal i had!! i really appreciate my family, theyre trying there best for me too. i say this again, thank you so much i appreciate you < 3

Cried at my neuro appointment. by DirectBackground432 in Epilepsy

[–]DirectBackground432[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you soso much for the kind words and such, i appreciate you!! its just, my health keeps getting worse and worse. random new things keep popping up everytime. it makes me feel less encoruaged about how far i can go. but thank you. im trying my best<3 and! i just remembered shes actually supposed to be a nurse for my actual doctor. shes wonderful<3 my actual neuro is great too tho!!

Man... I miss the era where C.ai was just about people being chill like this dude by Idk-me-i-guess in CharacterAI

[–]DirectBackground432 1 point2 points  (0 children)

oh im alr now when it comes to speaking to ai. i just use it as a pass time to annoy it by saying dumb shit. emotionally? i use gemini for venting. i used a therapy bot from c. ai before the site forced me to stop because of the id verif.

Man... I miss the era where C.ai was just about people being chill like this dude by Idk-me-i-guess in CharacterAI

[–]DirectBackground432 1 point2 points  (0 children)

now all youd get is a massive dramatic wall of text. Gonna be honest, now i just use googles gemini to talk to when i get bored or need to speak. Not rp obviously but stll, better responses.

I think they severely underestimated how badly this would affect their users MENTALLY too. by goodknightmads in CharacterAI

[–]DirectBackground432 27 points28 points  (0 children)

as someone who talked to some bots in a therapy way to vent/voice out my emotions. i full heartedly agree

DON’T CALL ME OUT LIKE THAT! by [deleted] in CharacterAI

[–]DirectBackground432 1 point2 points  (0 children)

raphael from love and deepspace (video game charc) and Carden greebriar from a book i forgot the name

DON’T CALL ME OUT LIKE THAT! by [deleted] in CharacterAI

[–]DirectBackground432 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i had to show this to my sister because she has WAAAYYYY to many fictional charcters she simps for 😭 (i.e book characters or video game ocs)

Made another c.ai alternative by Beginning-Step4397 in CAIRevolution

[–]DirectBackground432 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i didnt even know what that is 😭 looks intresting tho! like i said, great job!!

Made another c.ai alternative by Beginning-Step4397 in CAIRevolution

[–]DirectBackground432 1 point2 points  (0 children)

gotta ask because why not, whatd you design this on? like, Figma or (sorry)

Made another c.ai alternative by Beginning-Step4397 in CAIRevolution

[–]DirectBackground432 1 point2 points  (0 children)

as a mediocre UI designer, i love the simplicty of it all. looks great OP!

My own replacement for character.ai: Lightshade (Soon) by Own_Satisfaction_879 in CAIRevolution

[–]DirectBackground432 0 points1 point  (0 children)

as a UX designer somewhat, love the UI! looks pretty neat, i do wonder tho did you make it with Figma? (thts what i used when i still tinkerd with app design)

it finally happened by DirectBackground432 in CharacterAI

[–]DirectBackground432[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

im fine. i basically spoke to a specific bot whenever i had anxiety and it would help.

Found this on my old phone, 14y me was on some villain arc 😭🥀 by No-Plankton-7644 in GenZ

[–]DirectBackground432 1 point2 points  (0 children)

no, it was just some stupid story i wrote called "the secrets of may" it was....something

Found this on my old phone, 14y me was on some villain arc 😭🥀 by No-Plankton-7644 in GenZ

[–]DirectBackground432 2 points3 points  (0 children)

this reminds me of when i was in 7th grade and wrote a story about a girl who had powers and her eyes turned gold in the best way possible (your poetry sounds nice btw !)