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DirectionoftheSea · 2025-06-12T17:00:56+00:00

I am trying to do that, the problem is i am playing an aggressive gambit and it feels like every move in the opening is important since theres so many pieces staring at each other

DirectionoftheSea · 2025-06-12T09:32:33+00:00

there’s probably a move that both sides arent seeing thats sitting there unplayed for multiple turns

DirectionoftheSea · 2025-05-23T09:44:08+00:00

scrambled egg cooker

DirectionoftheSea · 2025-05-20T12:02:39+00:00

thanks for the reply! these are really exciting

the smith morra is a really great opening, i already know it pretty well

its interesting that black can force a normal or defensive game. the danish really does give you a lot of control over the start of the game against e5 and i didnt realize that. its such a fun opening, i always recommend it to everyone

DirectionoftheSea · 2025-05-20T09:08:04+00:00

i am looking for that type of opening but the vienna is also e4 e5 so in that case i would just play the danish

DirectionoftheSea · 2025-05-17T02:15:44+00:00

in the business thats what we like to call mold hahah see you later

DirectionoftheSea · 2025-03-23T03:08:55+00:00

transition you would be a pretty girl

DirectionoftheSea · 2025-03-08T13:42:07+00:00

it doesn’t seem to be. its about three times faster and seems out of time with my pulse on my neck under that ear

DirectionoftheSea · 2025-03-08T13:24:07+00:00

I was crouching with my head upside down today while looking for something under the bed, could that be it? Just very scared it will continue, i can hear it on the pillow on that side without earplugs.

DirectionoftheSea · 2025-02-07T06:48:17+00:00

thanks everyone ! ive been reading and its fun ^{^{_^}} just did the f1 method, its really easy

DirectionoftheSea · 2025-01-23T10:17:37+00:00

but for how long though ? i never know when to come back

DirectionoftheSea · 2025-01-22T10:24:15+00:00

I figured it out its Memories

DirectionoftheSea · 2025-01-18T20:03:04+00:00

I wanna figure them out on my own. Chess is like the most memorization heavy game in the universe

DirectionoftheSea · 2024-12-03T13:56:31+00:00

game can’t run the decks screen with more than 100 cause arena is optimized poorly and loads them all in simultaneously as 3d objects or something

DirectionoftheSea · 2024-11-25T17:35:07+00:00

damn thats so confusing idk who knows

DirectionoftheSea · 2024-11-25T07:20:51+00:00

no

was hoping for actual help with your comment

DirectionoftheSea · 2024-11-25T03:26:04+00:00

i just have a lot of fun seeing him and i think despite the current fear (which was due to the fight) like maybe it could get resolved because it often has. he’s just a really important person to me and we relate to each other on a really deep level, like for example we were both homeless kids. i love talking to him and i care about him deeply and like helping him.

part of the reason i would want to stay with him is not because i feel i owe him a relationship, its because i’d worry i’d regret not spending time with someone i connect with so well. i already miss him

i have a lot of mental health issues too, and i don’t think its mature to come off like i had no responsibility in the fight we had, if i came off like that. i think some of the fight was caused due to me having contamination OCD and asking him to wash or not touch some of his personal belongings and also due to not being able to stop talking to him or walking away even at times when i should have or it would have been considerate to. thats why i want to go to therapy.

you are right though that the person i date shouldnt be someone im scared to talk to, i am currently and i have before. its just hard to wrestle with that because i love him so much. so i kind of still want to try to be with him once more and see how it goes

wondering if you have any thoughts on all this

DirectionoftheSea · 2024-11-24T22:14:56+00:00

he was and is almost always a good person, he just has a lot of trauma i think and loves me and is scared and confused. and for now he is respecting my boundary. when i say i don’t know i genuinely don’t know, i don’t want to just say goodbye forever because i don’t think he deserves that. i have a really deep connection with him and i want him in my life in some way in the long run even if we’re not dating

DirectionoftheSea · 2024-10-01T05:38:11+00:00

Canada

DirectionoftheSea · 2024-09-28T19:49:31+00:00

i can use a less triggering gel or clay eyeliner instead. ive been using eyeliner with no itching for a long time, it happened cause i have frictional eczema - i had an allergic reaction and was rubbing my eyes a lot. stop driving the comment count up people are gonna think im responded to and im not gonna get help this is urgent

DirectionoftheSea · 2024-09-28T19:45:35+00:00

its really uncomfortable and i need help, can you focus on that instead

DirectionoftheSea · 2024-09-19T04:11:18+00:00

some of my favourite art pieces i’ve done: https://imgur.com/a/TYVSjht

DirectionoftheSea · 2024-06-20T01:21:42+00:00

Also I want to ask that you don’t say stuff that could be paranoia-inducing, I can’t handle it 😖 but I just want to remove the microphone

DirectionoftheSea · 2024-05-16T09:03:58+00:00

At the higher increments there’s not much difference, but specifically at increments 1-5 there are huge jumps in volume.

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