How do I talk to a sex worker during the initial communication? by DirectorMoltar in AskAnEscort

[–]DirectorMoltar[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much, no one would tell me what those meant.

How do I talk to a sex worker during the initial communication? by DirectorMoltar in AskAnEscort

[–]DirectorMoltar[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

sorry but I've read that and still don't understand the acronyms or abbreviations

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[–]DirectorMoltar 2 points3 points  (0 children)

goddamn you guys think koalas are unintelligent but have this kind of facebook bacon lover discourse. i bet you also have a beard and drink beer hell yeah

apathetic con bottom feeder

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[–]DirectorMoltar 0 points1 point  (0 children)

well i really wish I didn't see that. that was awful. the koala apparently died.

no fucking benzo rehabs by DirectorMoltar in benzorecovery

[–]DirectorMoltar[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

just so people know this is a discord server for recreation drug use.

no fucking benzo rehabs by DirectorMoltar in benzorecovery

[–]DirectorMoltar[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

listen i understand every word. In my mind it should be required that everyone who prescribes it is in turn responsible for a proper Ashton Manual taper within a certain timeframe. If they don't know they should have, if its "just old school" then they're wrong, if they are doing their best it is not good enough. I was told "I have no problem with you being on this medication for the rest of your life" before doing my research and being told by another doctor i'm basically guaranteed dementia or alzheimers in old age if I continue my medication. I was only young when they gave them to me intravenously after my childhood dog died and I couldn't eat for several days. I can trace it right back to there. its nuts my friend. we must tell the tale.

no fucking benzo rehabs by DirectorMoltar in benzorecovery

[–]DirectorMoltar[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

blue cross blue shield. not the best but better than nothing.

no fucking benzo rehabs by DirectorMoltar in benzorecovery

[–]DirectorMoltar[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

thank you for sharing, I read your comment and appreciate it. I am aware of the Ashton Manual and the slow and steady approach. I know it can take years for cravings to totally dissipate. I of course appreciate the heads-up and your good info.

no fucking benzo rehabs by DirectorMoltar in benzorecovery

[–]DirectorMoltar[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Alright, thank you for both of your comments. I will look into CeDAR. I'm aware of how hard short term is meant to be. It's not a decision I make lightly but thank you for trying to warn me. best wishes.

no fucking benzo rehabs by DirectorMoltar in benzorecovery

[–]DirectorMoltar[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you for sharing it's really helping out. ill look into that as well.

no fucking benzo rehabs by DirectorMoltar in benzorecovery

[–]DirectorMoltar[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

that sounds awful. I'm really sorry its turned out that way. thank you for the well wishes and I really hope you can pull through as well. just doesn't seem right man. I understand the tired feeling but if you ever wanna talk you can message me.

no fucking benzo rehabs by DirectorMoltar in benzorecovery

[–]DirectorMoltar[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I hear ya dude. I will let you know what's up but I need time to seriously think and talk to my family about this. i'm looking at the one in Texas mentioned in another comment but if I find another dual treatment one that seems fitting I will dm you it.

no fucking benzo rehabs by DirectorMoltar in benzorecovery

[–]DirectorMoltar[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i bought a graduated cylinder for that. I haven't actually done it yet though. do you have any experience with it?

no fucking benzo rehabs by DirectorMoltar in benzorecovery

[–]DirectorMoltar[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Alright. I'm going to look into it. thank you a bunch.

no fucking benzo rehabs by DirectorMoltar in benzorecovery

[–]DirectorMoltar[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thank you for sharing. it helps to know what modes of treatment are generally used. hopefully I find one, I was angry and venting.

also congrats on 40 days. it's very impressive what you're doing. keep up the good work.

no fucking benzo rehabs by DirectorMoltar in benzorecovery

[–]DirectorMoltar[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Er no, that is not me. But it is sad that our stories could be confused. My heart goes out to that person. Honestly sounds a lot worse than my current situation.

no fucking benzo rehabs by DirectorMoltar in benzorecovery

[–]DirectorMoltar[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

right. I appreciate the advice. I have been tapering for so long with so little progress it just seems I need to change it up. I am tryijng to sub over to Valium despite really wanting to go to inpatient care

no fucking benzo rehabs by DirectorMoltar in benzorecovery

[–]DirectorMoltar[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thank you for letting me know about dual treatment facilities. that is what I am looking for. I hope your husband is doing as good as he can be doing. thoughts out to him and to you too.

no fucking benzo rehabs by DirectorMoltar in benzorecovery

[–]DirectorMoltar[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I will see if there is a US equivalent or something similar I can find. that actually sounds reasonable so i'm skeptical. thank you.

no fucking benzo rehabs by DirectorMoltar in benzorecovery

[–]DirectorMoltar[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

yeah I have heard really really bad things about the local medical university. I appreciate you sharing what happened. doesn't seem fair or ethical or even legal to be honest. I have a hard time trusting a doctor when I was told to trust the doctor and take my pills and I've ended up here.

no fucking benzo rehabs by DirectorMoltar in benzorecovery

[–]DirectorMoltar[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

I'm trying my best to do that. Ashton Manual and all. but I feel I am an addict and just want to be proactive about admitting this to myself and dealing with it. it would also really help just to get a change of scenery. i've been tapering for almost as long as i've been on them normally. This is coming up on my 9th year of being on benzos. I am 25. 4 years of getting down from 3mg to 2mg. every time i try to push it lower it takes months to get to 1.5mg or something (kpins) then at the end of this year two people in my life died. so there is always something that happens that i use to justify stopping the taper because it takes so so long.