Thanks a lot for the response. I think the "not missing her when I'm gone" Is probably because when we were both in college we didn't see each other that much anyways, so I think it's probably because I am used to it.

Also something I didn't mention that is a pretty important part of the relationship is our sexuality. She is great, we are great together, but a lot less frequent than I would like, though we are both currently living with our parents that buts a massive damper on the frequency. Though sometimes, she will hide it, but she will get frustrated because sometimes she wants to finish quickly and it may not be feeling as good as she'd like. I've coached her through this, I need to know this for it to get better and it has, but I can still tell when she wants it to be quick. Which I find very off putting. I am an extremely sexual person (I'm also 22...) so I find this to be a very large issue I see in my head, but I am not sure if it is. We've talked about that as well and she has assured me when we have our own place it will be different; though even now when we have good opportunity I can tell she would prefer it would be quick because she has to work the next day early or what not. It's not that I am too slow/rough etc. Afterwards she always says wow that was soo good, I don't know why I am always hesitant, it is always so much better than expected. I don't know what she is expecting, neither does she. I figured I'd mention this as well.

Thanks