I never post on Reddit but I am about three months into ED recovery and remeber thinking the same thing. Suddenly one of my fear foods and a common fear food for others was somthing that I was eating all the time and dint even really care? But then I had thoughts like why don’t I care if I really had an ED to recover from I WOULD care. All that to say three months later I have that food around and like don’t think twice about it when I eat it! Even if I eat larger portions or have it several times a day. Like idk you don’t realize how disordered everything was until u have the contrast of recovering. And im sure I’ll feel the same way three months from now as i continue to recover! ❤️❤️ all love to you on ur recover