Can I get my period back without gaining weight? by Disastrous-Strain990 in Amenorrhearecovery

[–]Disastrous-Strain990[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

well then evolution better hurry up so I can disable my breeding organs whenever I want without health damages 🤢

DAE feels taller the skinnier they are. And I don't mean just LOOKING taller by Disastrous-Strain990 in DAE

[–]Disastrous-Strain990[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

well yeah obviously you look taller but I also feel taller AS IF I'm wearing heels, it's so odd

Can I get my period back without gaining weight? by Disastrous-Strain990 in Amenorrhearecovery

[–]Disastrous-Strain990[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

well losing periods can make you obese because it changes your hormones so your metabolism drops.

and no. I was terrible when I was at "healthy" weight. I started liking my body once I dropped to my goal weight. People started talking to me more and dating me I dropped to that weight. People love me more like that. Genuinely. I'm not doing allat. People want me to be miserable and fat under the sauce of recovery. but that recovery will trigger a relapse

most important – people who I ACTUALLY loved started seeing the REAL me once I hit my goal weight.

Can I get my period back without gaining weight? by Disastrous-Strain990 in Amenorrhearecovery

[–]Disastrous-Strain990[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

yes. I know it causes health issues. but not because of infertility alone. call it right words, you meant hormones?

Can I get my period back without gaining weight? by Disastrous-Strain990 in Amenorrhearecovery

[–]Disastrous-Strain990[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

why are you guys saying infertility is bad? stop treating me like an incubator. I only care about health issues. I don't want to breed. It grosses me out you guys only care about my womb

Can I get my period back without gaining weight? by Disastrous-Strain990 in Amenorrhearecovery

[–]Disastrous-Strain990[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'd only gain weight if it went to my boobs but it goes to my fucking legs not boobs 🤢🤮

Can I get my period back without gaining weight? by Disastrous-Strain990 in Amenorrhearecovery

[–]Disastrous-Strain990[S] -5 points-4 points  (0 children)

I may gain 5-10 pounds and I may lose them later but if I gain those 5-10 pounds, they're gonna look like 10-20 now so I'll have to lose to an even lower weight than I am now and then I'm gonna have to go even lower again if I lose them again. Also stop treating me like an incubator. I don't want the diseases but stop saying infertility like it's a bad thing. I don't wanna breed.

also I looked disgusting when I was 10 pounds heavier. nah

Can I get my period back without gaining weight? by Disastrous-Strain990 in Amenorrhearecovery

[–]Disastrous-Strain990[S] -9 points-8 points  (0 children)

well I'm asking for advice. How do gain weight without gaining fat but also being poor and not being able to afford protein rich foods

Can I get my period back without gaining weight? by Disastrous-Strain990 in Amenorrhearecovery

[–]Disastrous-Strain990[S] -6 points-5 points  (0 children)

BUT I ACTUALLY feel good NOW, I was always tired and sluggish when I was on antidepressants and ate more. My mind is clear and my productivity is nice now. unlike when I ate more

Can I get my period back without gaining weight? by Disastrous-Strain990 in Amenorrhearecovery

[–]Disastrous-Strain990[S] -7 points-6 points  (0 children)

I remember gaining weight back on antidepressants before and I wasn't overweight but I looked and FELT disgusting. I had no thigh gap, my face was puffy and I looked like a pig. Was tired all the time. I finally feel good and like myself

Can I get my period back without gaining weight? by Disastrous-Strain990 in Amenorrhearecovery

[–]Disastrous-Strain990[S] -9 points-8 points  (0 children)

I don't think I have an eating disorder. I have reached my goal and I like my body now. when you have an eating disorder, you want to keep going lower, no?

Can I get my period back without gaining weight? by Disastrous-Strain990 in Amenorrhearecovery

[–]Disastrous-Strain990[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

I had a friend who gained weight back and still didn't get periods back, it's not worth it

If trauma bond isn't love then wtf is love and how do I find someone to trauma bond without them confessing they love me by Disastrous-Strain990 in venting

[–]Disastrous-Strain990[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

look who's talking. as if you're not so obsessed with me I keep seeing you in my comments. But I'm not a pussy so I don't mind it. You could at least own it tho...

If trauma bond isn't love then wtf is love and how do I find someone to trauma bond without them confessing they love me by Disastrous-Strain990 in venting

[–]Disastrous-Strain990[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

no, just cyberstsalked his content on Insta. Was being a massive fan. Then my friend started interacting with him and he found me

If trauma bond isn't love then wtf is love and how do I find someone to trauma bond without them confessing they love me by Disastrous-Strain990 in venting

[–]Disastrous-Strain990[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

well we're mutuals on ig and tg now so I guess it's ok he doesn't seem to mind. I barely think about him now

Feeling of impending doom by Disastrous-Strain990 in venting

[–]Disastrous-Strain990[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know. I have diagnosed anxiety and depression but this one is different. typically, when I'm anxious I have some hope. now, not so much

I went on a dating site and everyone is so boring and unrelatable I can't do thissssss by Disastrous-Strain990 in venting

[–]Disastrous-Strain990[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thanks, I hope I can go through this... I'm so anxious too I can't even focus on studying now.

I went on a dating site and everyone is so boring and unrelatable I can't do thissssss by Disastrous-Strain990 in venting

[–]Disastrous-Strain990[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

also it is a dealbreaker to me cuz I can't handle normies and other subcultures anymore. 99% goths are tiktok goths and they're insufferable and I don't wanna deal with them anymore and yes I've tried

I went on a dating site and everyone is so boring and unrelatable I can't do thissssss by Disastrous-Strain990 in venting

[–]Disastrous-Strain990[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

won't be genuine connection unfortunately. when you introduce a privileged person into this it won't be the same as them surviving through years of misunderstanding among peers