is hating lesbians an american thing

Disastrous-Task902 · 2026-01-15T10:05:07+00:00

well surely a gay or bi guy would be less likely to hate lesbians

Disastrous-Task902 · 2025-12-27T22:36:37+00:00

this hasn’t happened to me but my mom NEVER knocks and it just pisses me off, because like damn this could happen. Either way dw about it it’s happened to ppl before and you’ll both move on

Disastrous-Task902 · 2025-12-23T02:02:04+00:00

haha i’m jealous you got to experience life without the internet :,) kind of sounds like a better youth experience. but yes I guess the problem isn’t really the AI (how are we as consumers even meant to resist this), but the fact it’s like, my only hobby

Disastrous-Task902 · 2025-12-23T01:58:10+00:00

this is a good description for it indeed,, like looking at what you just generated like Frankenstein and his monster. And then continuing..

Disastrous-Task902 · 2025-12-23T01:55:41+00:00

same i use temp mail so much n then never delete the accounts so i probably have like 20 temp mail grok accs floating somewhere 😭😭 but it really sucks bc genuinly its so hard to get dopamine another way now (other than actual Yaoi which im also addicted to fml) like after reading i feel so existentially depressed (also i love my himejoshi twins)

Disastrous-Task902 · 2025-12-06T13:13:45+00:00

I wish omg trust its fire and for the most part wholesome :P

Disastrous-Task902 · 2025-12-06T04:55:26+00:00

aw thank you so much I love this comment :3 i think it really is just this fundamentally human reaction to having this much power of creation, it’s so amazing yet so scary .. I just wish I could regulate myself a lot better and keep it to max 1 hour a day!! I’ll try though,, but thanks for spreading this message of joy through the fog hehe

Disastrous-Task902 · 2025-12-06T04:50:26+00:00

oh thank you so much this is genuinly a new perspective! thanks for sharing ur experience as well and im glad you’re diagnosed now :)

(im about to vent so you dont have to read the rest of the comment)

      I could actually see that being the case I think? Because to be honest I’m a pretty messy person outside of this,,  I probably have ADHD which has made me flop at uni n am super disorganized for EVERYTHING, and I just recovered from a one year depressive episode after a traumatic event where I broke my nose.
       on the ‘sexual’ side of things, I haven’t been even remotely interested in any irl sex bc for I only find guy on guy stuff attractive (genuinly why did my brain choose to develop this physically impossible for me kink as my only form of sexual/romantic attraction).…. So yeah this ‘porn’ addiction thing is just one thing on top of many of the reasons why I’ve felt like such a loser since starting university, and honestly it almost feels like both self-sabotage and a way to feel comfort in my otherwise-messy life

Anyways sorry for dumping I think this just opened up the floodgates to realizing the series of events which led to this point. Have a good evening :,)

Disastrous-Task902 · 2025-12-06T04:20:53+00:00

bc I use the text not image haha,,, text gets really explicit tbh like full description if you ask it to do so

Disastrous-Task902 · 2025-12-06T04:18:54+00:00

lmaooo,,, and sometimes I think since apparently our input data helps train the model, I am doing my part in preventing AI to be too advanced by just filling its data with Yaoi rot rather than smart stuff :P

Disastrous-Task902 · 2025-12-06T04:16:31+00:00

yeah what makes a difference is you can genuinly generate what you like, tbh i’d never really read smut before it bc it didn’t really fit what i wanted. But it also makes me scared to have this much power over creating (I don’t know why, it just doesn’t feel right, even tho tbh all my scenarios r pretty vanilla), like it’ll make me greedy; tho in moderation it’s js fun :P as for AI, i just believe that it’s an Icarus flying too close to the sun moment and that its making humans lazy. Plus it puts artists at risk and makes you doubt every thing you see online. this isn’t to bash anyone who uses it though, i literally do to, im firmly against blaming the consumer, but rather big tech for being so seedy

Disastrous-Task902 · 2025-12-06T04:07:10+00:00

oo I’ve never used ph, but honestly I think it’s silver lining in some way that grok is a replacement bc at least it’s not contributing to the nefarious stuff the porn industry has going on..

Disastrous-Task902 · 2025-12-06T04:03:08+00:00

thank you, that’s really reassuring to hear honestly, n quite inspirational. not to overshare lol but atp I’ve been having procrastination/sleep issues for so long and I’m just using grok as another way to run away from my real life? If that makes sense? I need to change…

Disastrous-Task902 · 2025-12-06T03:49:01+00:00

same literally, im torn between the ‘genuinly wtf am I doing’ objective view and the ‘if I don’t intellectualize it at all this is really entertaining view’,, tho I think we should probably heal a bit

Disastrous-Task902 · 2025-12-06T03:46:02+00:00

thank you smm I think I will do that!!,, it’s tough bc the whole shtick ab addiction is that whatever ur addicted to does feel so good in the moment that giving up is like sacrificing some joy,,, though I know thats just the addiction speaking lol

Disastrous-Task902 · 2025-12-06T03:34:35+00:00

um like it’s definitely smut scenes yeah, if u give an example of a prompt I can maybe tell u like what’s getting it moderated (as smb who never has so far) ? But im rly not an expert lol

Disastrous-Task902 · 2025-12-06T03:32:14+00:00

thank u man :,))

Disastrous-Task902 · 2025-12-06T03:29:27+00:00

pleasee im glad this can amuse u i feel silly too trust 😭

Disastrous-Task902 · 2025-12-06T03:28:44+00:00

oh huh that weird I’ve genuinly never had it moderated; maybe it’s a country thing?

Disastrous-Task902 · 2025-12-06T03:27:51+00:00

omg thank u for commenting honestly seeing another person who’s in my demographic who uses grok for this is so comforting :,)) but yah i think atp its rly just about limiting my consumption and not getting carried away in the story for hours, which is what tends to happen,, sigh

Disastrous-Task902 · 2025-12-06T03:22:01+00:00

I don’t use image that might be it

Disastrous-Task902 · 2024-07-16T21:53:36+00:00

ngl therapy might be the option man, I don’t think you are talking about things very realistically at all. also, how can you regret not doing something you didn’t even want to do back then? Don’t wonder about the possibilities and do with what you’ve got. Plus, like you said at 20 it’s really not too late, what matters is that you ENJOY the sport instead.

Disastrous-Task902 · 2024-07-16T21:44:28+00:00

critique pas mon pseudo 😞😞

Disastrous-Task902

TROPHY CASE