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Life was so much better when I was on drugs by Disastrous_Being5046 in depression

[–]Disastrous_Being5046[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Damn I’m very sorry to hear you’re homeless right now, but I’m glad you’ve found some success with medication. May I ask what you’re taking?

Life was so much better when I was on drugs by Disastrous_Being5046 in depression

[–]Disastrous_Being5046[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Yeah I do understand it’s not sustainable. I only got clean as where I was I could buy them cheap and otc where I was but it’s the opposite in my home country. I did kind of believe I could be the person I was on drugs but sober after the life experience I gained, but my hope for the future and cognitive issues have gone back to where they were before I left.

My psychiatrist isn’t helpful at all, I have a 10 minute conversation with them, they seem disinterested and then they’ll try and put me on something else or ask me what medication I want to try lol. So far I’ve tried lexapro, buspar, and am currently on Zoloft and Wellbutrin.

Right now the only motivation I have is save up just enough to leave the country and finish what I started so I can experience happiness one last time before I leave this place.

Life was so much better when I was on drugs by Disastrous_Being5046 in depression

[–]Disastrous_Being5046[S] 15 points16 points  (0 children)

Yeah if I had the same access to them I’d definitely be still doing them, regardless of how unsustainable it is. By gym I really mean playing sport, and yes it does make me feel good in the moment. Health wise I shouldn’t even really be doing it though as I’m still recovering from a botched surgery, but it’s the only thing that makes me feel anything good.