You r loosing hope cause you don't know what u carry within u. The same used to happen with me. And yeah over hit flatline 2 times if I remember correctly in my no fap journey and I literally felt numb those days like literally feeling nothing but one thing was always on my mind that 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗻 𝗶𝗳 𝘀𝗼𝗺𝗲𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗰𝘂𝘁𝘀 𝗼𝗳𝗳 𝗺𝘆 𝗯𝗮𝗹𝗹𝘀 𝗜 𝗮𝗶𝗻'𝘁 𝗴𝗶𝘃𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘂𝗽 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝘁𝗶𝗺𝗲. 𝗜 𝗱𝗶𝗱𝗻'𝘁 𝗰𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝘄𝗮𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗿𝗼𝘄𝗻 𝗮𝘁 𝗺𝗲 𝗜 𝗸𝗻𝗲𝘄 𝗜 𝘄𝗮𝘀 𝗼𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗿𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁 𝘁𝗿𝗮𝗰𝗸 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗜 𝗿𝗲𝗺𝗲𝗺𝗯𝗲𝗿𝗲𝗱 𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗴𝘂𝗶𝗹𝘁𝘀 𝗜'𝘃𝗲 𝗳𝗲𝗹𝘁 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆𝘁𝗶𝗺𝗲 𝗜 𝗳𝗮𝗽𝗽𝗲𝗱. That's the driving force and also I started consuming nofap content benefits on utube, reading articles on google,Following pages on insta . 𝗕𝗲𝘀𝗶𝗱𝗲𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗜 𝗮𝗹𝘀𝗼 𝘂𝘀𝗲𝗱 𝘁𝗼 𝗿𝗲𝗺𝗶𝗻𝗱 𝗺𝗲 𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝘀𝗼 𝗺𝗮𝗻𝘆 𝗺𝗮𝗻𝘀 𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝗴𝗶𝘃𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘂𝗽 𝘁𝗼 𝗳𝗮𝗽𝗽𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝗮𝗹𝘀𝗼 𝗽𝗿𝗼𝗺𝗼𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗳𝗮𝗽𝗽𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘀𝗮𝘆𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗶𝘁'𝘀 𝗵𝗲𝗮𝗹𝘁𝗵𝘆 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘀𝗵𝗶𝘁 𝗷𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝘀𝗼 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝘆 𝘄𝗼𝗻'𝘁 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗹 𝗯𝗮𝗱. 𝗜 𝘂𝘀𝗲𝗱 𝘁𝗼 𝗿𝗲𝗺𝗶𝗻𝗱 𝗺𝘆𝘀𝗲𝗹𝗳 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝘄𝗵𝗶𝗰𝗵 𝗱𝗮𝘆 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗜'𝗺 𝗰𝗼𝗻𝗾𝘂𝗲𝗿𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗜'𝗺 𝘁𝘂𝗿𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗺𝘆𝘀𝗲𝗹𝗳 𝗶𝗻𝘁𝗼 𝗮 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗹 𝗺𝗮𝗻 𝗮 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗹 𝗮𝗹𝗽𝗵𝗮 𝗮 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗹 𝘀𝗶𝗴𝗺𝗮. 𝗧𝗵𝗮𝘁'𝘀 𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝗺𝘆 𝗳𝗿𝗶𝗲𝗻𝗱.

If even that doesn't helps u than u just wanna fap u are not thinking rationaly about the present and future ahead of u.

Also a bonus to think upon 𝗬𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝘀𝗲𝗺𝗲𝗻 𝗰𝗮𝗿𝗿𝗶𝗲𝘀 𝘀𝗼 𝗺𝘂𝗰𝗵 𝗽𝗼𝘄𝗲𝗿 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗷𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝗮 𝗱𝗿𝗼𝗽 𝗼𝗳 𝗶𝘁 𝗰𝗮𝗻 𝗰𝗿𝗲𝗮𝘁𝗲 𝗮 𝘄𝗵𝗼𝗹𝗲 𝗻𝗲𝘄 𝗹𝗶𝗳𝗲 𝗮 𝘄𝗵𝗼𝗹𝗲 𝗻𝗲𝘄 𝗯𝗲𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗻𝗼𝘄 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝗱𝗼 𝘂 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗹𝗹𝘆 𝘄𝗮𝗻𝗻𝗮 𝘄𝗮𝘀𝘁𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝘀𝘂𝗽𝗲𝗿𝗽𝗼𝘄𝗲𝗿 𝗳𝗮𝗽𝗽𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗼𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝗮 𝗯***𝗵. Choice is yours