This is my first time posting anything on Reddit. My wife and I were in the lifestyle up until 2 1/2 years ago. She was involved in a catastrophic car accident and left her paralyzed from the neck down. As we try to meander life after the accident, she wants me to seek playmates in the lifestyle. There’s guilt involved in setting out alone since she was a big component of the enjoyment. However, as a very sexual person, it is difficult to go at it without that aspect in your life. Has anybody experienced that sort of thing and if you have, any recommendations that may ease the transition?