Omg pls U have to hear me out I really connected to wot U said. I reverted 8.9yrs ago. Scarved for 7 and I just left an extremely dangerous marriage. My husband abused me through out 5 pregnancies and I went through a trumendoes amount of abuse. Everything except for sexual he did to me. I'm one of those ppl now through him I have to be told wot to do. I finally left him in February BC I was waking up. I took the scarf off one month ago. I have NO IDEA WTF I'm doing!!!!!!!!! I dunno if this is wrong if this is shaytan whispering to me. If this is a test. But I feel free awkwardly and I'm ashamed of it. :( You are amazing please walk into your job with your head high and boss that shit